Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and ExperienceLever, Charles
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Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience
Lever, Charles
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It was night when I turned homeward. To my surprise, the stair was not
lit up as usual, and it was only after repeated knockings that the door
was opened to me, and old Lizette, my landlady's servant, with a voice
broken by sobs, bade me pass in quietly, and to make no noise. I asked
eagerly if any misfortune had occurred, and heard that Monsieur Bernois,
my landlord, had been mortally wounded in the affray of the night
before, and was then lying at the point of death.
“Is it the surgeon, Lizette?” cried Marguerite, a little girl of about
fourteen, and whose gentle “Good-day” had been the only thing like
welcome I had ever heard during my stay there; “is it the surgeon?”
“Hélas, no, mademoiselle, it is the lodger!”
I had not even a name for them! I was simply the occupant of a solitary
chamber, for whom none cared or thought; and yet at that instant I
felt my isolation the greatest blessing of Heaven, and would not have
exchanged my desolate condition for all the ties of family!
“Oh, sir,” cried Marguerite, “have pity on us, and come to papa. He is
bleeding on the bed here, and none of us know how to aid him!”
“But I am no less ignorant, mademoiselle,” said I; “would that I could
be of any use to you!”
“Oh, come,” cried she, “come; and Heaven may direct you how to succor
us, for we are utterly deserted!”
Scarcely knowing what I did, I followed the little girl into a darkened
room, where the long-drawn breathings of the wounded man were the only
sounds. By the dim half-light I could see a figure seated at the foot
of the bed. It was my hostess, pale, stern-looking, and collected;
there she sat, gazing at the gasping object before her, with a terrible
composure.
“Mamma, it is monsieur; monsieur who lives here is come to see papa,”
whispered Marguerite, timidly.
The mother nodded her head, as if to imply that she had heard her, but
never spoke. I drew nigh the bed, the rather to show my sympathy with
the sorrow, than that I could be of any service; and the dying man's
eyes met mine. Glazed and filmy as they seemed at first, I fancied they
grew bright and lustrous as he continued to stare. Such, at all events,
was their fascination that I could not look away from them, and so I
stood under that steadfast gaze forgetful even of the state of him who
bestowed it. At last the orbs slowly turned, at first towards where his
wife sat, then to Marguerite as she knelt by the bedside, and then back
again to me, with an expression that needed no words to convey. I took
the clammy hand in my own, and felt the fingers give a faint pressure. I
squeezed them gently, and saw that his lips parted; they moved, too,
as though with an effort to speak, but without avail. The attempt had
evidently cost him a severe pang, for his features were convulsed for a
few seconds, at the end of which he gently drew me a little towards him,
and with a sigh so faint as to be scarcely heard, uttered the words,
“Pauvre femme!”
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