Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and ExperienceLever, Charles
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Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience
Lever, Charles
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The packages contained the wardrobe of Madame de Carew, and revealed
the mystery of my father's marriage. Fagan's plans and speculations must
have attained to a great maturity in his own mind, to account for the
sudden shock which this intelligence gave him. He was habitually a
cautious calculator, rarely or never carried away by hope beyond the
bounds of stern reality, and only accepting the “probable” as the
“possible.” In this instance, however, he must have suffered himself a
wider latitude of expectation, for the news almost stunned him. Vague as
were the chances of obtaining my father for a son-in-law, they were yet
fair subjects of speculation; and he felt like one who secures a great
number of tickets in a lottery, to augment his likelihood to win.
Despite of all this, he had now to bear the disappointment of a “blank.”
The great alliance on which he had built all his hopes of position and
station was lost to him forever; and, unable to bear up against the
unexpected stroke of fortune, he feigned illness and withdrew.
It is very difficult for some men to sever the pain of a disappointment
from a sense of injury towards the innocent cause of it. Unwilling to
confess that they have calculated ill, they turn their anger into some
channel apart from themselves. In the present case Fagan felt as if my
father had done him a foul wrong, as though he had been a party to the
deceit he practised on himself, and had actually traded on the hopes
which stirred his own heart. He hastened home, and, passing through the
little shop, entered the dingy parlor behind it.
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