England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
Days went by, weeks, months, and to the surprise of the eminent
physician neither mother nor child died. Summer waned, winter returned;
and the anniversary of Sir Noel's death came round, and my lady was able
to walk down-stairs, shivering in the warm air under all her wraps. She
had expressed no pleasure or thankfulness in her own safety, or that of
her child. She had asked eagerly if it were a boy or a girl; and hearing
its sex, had turned her face to the wall, and lay for hours and hours
speechless and motionless. Yet it was very dear to her, too, by fits and
starts as it were. She would hold it in her arms half a day, sometimes
covering it with kisses, with jealous, passionate love, crying over it,
and half smothering it with caresses; and then, again, in a fit of
sullen apathy, would resign it to its nurse, and not ask to see it for
hours. It was very strange and inexplicable, her conduct, altogether;
more especially, as with her return to health came no return of
cheerfulness and hope. The dark gloom that overshadowed her life seemed
to settle into a chronic disease, rooted and incurable. She never went
out; she returned no visits; she gave no invitations to those who came
to repeat theirs. Gradually people fell off; they grew tired of that
sullen coldness in which Lady Thetford wrapped herself as in a mantle,
until Mr. Knight and Dr. Gale grew to be almost her only visitors.
"Mariana, in the Moated Grange," never led a more solitary and dreary
existence than the handsome young widow, who dwelt a recluse at Thetford
Towers; for she was very handsome still, of a pale moonlit sort of
beauty, the great, dark eyes, and abundant dark hair, making her fixed
and changeless pallor all the more remarkable.
Months and seasons went by. Summers followed winters, and Lady Thetford
still buried herself alive in the gray old manor--and the little heir
was six years old. A delicate child still, puny and sickly, and petted
and spoiled, and indulged in every childish whim and caprice. His
mother's image and idol--no look of the fair-haired, sanguine, blue-eyed
Thetford sturdiness in his little, pinched, pale face, large, dark eyes,
and crisp, black ringlets. The years had gone by like a slow dream; life
was stagnant enough in St. Gosport, doubly stagnant at Thetford Towers,
whose mistress rarely went abroad beyond her own gates, save when she
took her little son out for an airing in the pony phaeton.
She had taken him out for one of those airings on a July afternoon, when
he had nearly accomplished his seventh year. They had driven seaward
some miles from the manor-house, and Lady Thetford and her little boy
had got out, and were strolling leisurely up and down the hot, white
stands, while the groom waited with the pony-phaeton just within sight.
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