Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mistresses -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Such feelings as were generated in Carrie by this walk put her in an
exceedingly receptive mood for the pathos which followed in the play.
The actor whom they had gone to see had achieved his popularity by
presenting a mellow type of comedy, in which sufficient sorrow was
introduced to lend contrast and relief to humour. For Carrie, as we
well know, the stage had a great attraction. She had never forgotten
her one histrionic achievement in Chicago. It dwelt in her mind and
occupied her consciousness during many long afternoons in which her
rocking-chair and her latest novel contributed the only pleasures of
her state. Never could she witness a play without having her own
ability vividly brought to consciousness. Some scenes made her long to
be a part of them—to give expression to the feelings which she, in the
place of the character represented, would feel. Almost invariably she
would carry the vivid imaginations away with her and brood over them
the next day alone. She lived as much in these things as in the
realities which made up her daily life.
It was not often that she came to the play stirred to her heart’s core
by actualities. To-day a low song of longing had been set singing in
her heart by the finery, the merriment, the beauty she had seen. Oh,
these women who had passed her by, hundreds and hundreds strong, who
were they? Whence came the rich, elegant dresses, the astonishingly
coloured buttons, the knick-knacks of silver and gold? Where were these
lovely creatures housed? Amid what elegancies of carved furniture,
decorated walls, elaborate tapestries did they move? Where were their
rich apartments, loaded with all that money could provide? In what
stables champed these sleek, nervous horses and rested the gorgeous
carriages? Where lounged the richly groomed footmen? Oh, the mansions,
the lights, the perfume, the loaded boudoirs and tables! New York must
be filled with such bowers, or the beautiful, insolent, supercilious
creatures could not be. Some hothouses held them. It ached her to know
that she was not one of them—that, alas, she had dreamed a dream and it
had not come true. She wondered at her own solitude these two years
past—her indifference to the fact that she had never achieved what she
had expected.
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