Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Reflecting on this responsibility while his manhood was yet forming, he
felt the need of his becoming a better, broader type of man, matching
the better, broader age. His father was about his model of a gentleman;
but he should be false to the admitted progress of the times were he not
an improvement on his father. And since his father had, as judged by the
ideals of the old social order, been a blameless gentleman of the rural
blue-grass kind, with farm, spacious homestead, slaves, leisure, and a
library,--to all of which, except the slaves, he would himself succeed
upon his father's death--his dream of duty took the form of becoming a
rural blue-grass gentleman of the newer type, reviving the best
traditions of the past, but putting into his relations with his
fellow-creatures an added sense of helpfulness, a broader sense of
justice, and a certain energy of leadership in all things that made for
a purer, higher human life. It will thus be seen that he took seriously
not only himself, but the reputation of his State; for he loved it,
people and land, with broad, sensitive tenderness, and never sought or
planned for his future apart from civil and social ends.
It was perhaps a characteristic of him as a product of the period that
he had a mind for looking at his life somewhat abstractedly and with a
certain thought-out plan; for this disposition of mind naturally belongs
to an era when society is trembling upon the brink of new activities and
forced to the discovery of new ideals. But he cherished no religious
passion, being committed by inheritance to a mild, unquestioning,
undeviating Protestantism. His religion was more in his conduct than in
his prayers, and he tried to live its precepts instead of following them
from afar. Still, his make was far from heroic. He had many faults; but
it is less important to learn what these were than to know that, as far
as he was aware of their existence, he was ashamed of them, and tried to
overcome them.
Such, in brief, were Pauline Cambron and Gordon Helm: coming from
separate regions of Kentucky, descended from unlike pasts, moulded by
different influences, striving towards ends in life far apart and
hostile. And being thus, at last they slept that night.
When she had been left alone, and had begun to prepare herself for bed,
across her mind passed and repassed certain words of the Mother
Superior, stilling her spirit like the waving of a wand of peace: "To be
troubled without any visible cause is one of the mysteries of our
nature." True, before she fell asleep there rose all at once a
singularly clear recollection of that silent meeting in the fields; but
her prayers fell thick and fast upon it like flakes of snow, until it
was chastely buried from the eye of conscience; and when she slept, two
tears, slowly loosened from her brain by some repentant dream, could
alone have told that there had been trouble behind her peaceful eyes.
IV.
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