Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Through a clear sky the wan light fell upon it as lifeless as though
sent from a dead sun. The air hung motionless. The birds were gone. Not
a sound fell upon the strained ear. Not a living thing relieved the eye.
And yet within what tragedies and conflicts, what wounds and thorns of
womanhood! Here, then, she lived and struggled and soared. An unearthly
quietude came over him as he walked up the long avenue of elms,
painfully jarred on by the noise of Ezra's shuffling feet among the dry
leaves. Joyous life had retired to infinite remoteness; and over him,
like a preternatural chill in the faint sunlight, crept the horror of
this death in life. Strangely enough he felt at one and the same time a
repugnance to his own nature of flesh and a triumphant delight in the
possession of bodily health, liberty--the liberty of the world--and a
mind unfettered by tradition.
A few feet from the entrance an aged nun stepped from behind a hedgerow
of shrubbery and confronted them.
"Will you state your business?" she said coldly, glancing at Helm and
fixing her eyes on Ezra, who for reply merely nodded to Helm.
"I am a stranger in this part of the country, and heard that I would be
allowed to visit the convent."
"Are you a Catholic?"
"No; I am a Protestant."
"Are you acquainted with any of the young ladies in the convent?"
"I am not."
She looked him through and through. He met her scrutiny with frank
unconsciousness.
"Will you come in? I will take your name to the Mother Superior."
They followed her into a small reception-room, and sat for a long time
waiting. Then an inner door opened, and another aged nun, sweet-faced
and gentle, entered and greeted them pleasantly, recognising Ezra as an
acquaintance.
"Another Sister will be sent to accompany us," she said, and sat down to
wait, talking naturally the while to the old man. Then the door opened
again, and the heart of Helm beat violently; there was no mistaking the
form, the grace. She crossed to the Sister, and spoke in an undertone.
"Sister Generose is engaged. Mother sent me in her place, Sister." Then
she greeted Ezra and bowed to Helm, lifting to him an instant, but
without recognition, her tremulous eyes. Her face had the whiteness of
alabaster.
"We will go to the church first," said the Sister, addressing Helm, who
placed himself beside her, the others following.
When they entered the church he moved slowly around the walls, trying to
listen to his guide and to fix his thoughts upon the pictures and the
architecture. Presently he became aware that Ezra had joined them, and
as soon as pretext offered he looked back. In a pew near the door
through which they had entered he could just see the kneeling form and
bowed head of Sister Dolorosa. There she remained while they made the
circuit of the building, and not until they were quitting it did she
rise and again place herself by the side of Ezra. Was it her last prayer
before her temptation?
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