Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
They walked some distance down a sloping hillside, and stepped softly
within the sacred enclosure. A graveyard of nuns! O Mother Earth,
all-bearing, passion-hearted mother! Thou that sendest love one for
another into thy children, from the least to the greatest, as thou
givest them life! Thou that livest by their loves and their myriad
plightings of troth and myriad marriages! With what inconsolable sorrow
must thou receive back upon thy bosom, the chaste dust of lorn virgins,
whose bosoms thou didst mould for a lover's arms and a babe's slumbers!
As marble vestals of the ancient world, buried and lost, they lie,
chiselled into a fixed attitude of prayer through the silent centuries.
The aspect and spirit of the place: the simple graves placed side by
side like those of the nameless poor, or of soldiers fallen in an
unfriendly land: the rude wooden cross at the head of each, bearing the
sacred name of her who was dust below; the once chirruping nests of
birds here and there in the grass above the songless lips; the sad
desolation of this unfinished end--all were the last thing needed to
wring the heart of Helm with dumb pity and an ungovernable anguish of
rebellion. This, then, was to be her portion. His whole nature cried
aloud against it. His ideas of human life, civilisation, his age, his
country, his State, rose up in protest. He did not heed the words of the
Sister beside him. His thoughts were with Sister Dolorosa, who followed
with Ezra in a silence which she had but once broken since her last
words to him. He could have caught her up and escaped back with her into
the liberty of life, into the happiness of the world.
Unable to endure the place longer, he himself led the way out. At the
gate the Sister fell behind with Ezra.
"He seems deeply impressed by his visit," she said in an undertone, "and
should bear with him a good account of the convent. Note what he says,
Ezra. The order wants friends in Kentucky, where it was born and has
flourished;" and looking at Sister Dolorosa and Helm, who were a short
distance in front, she added to herself--
"In her, more than in any other one of us, he will behold the perfect
spiritual type of the convent. By her he will be made to feel the power
of the order to consecrate women, in America, in Kentucky, to the
service of the everlasting Church."
Meantime, Sister Dolorosa and Helm walked side by side in a silence
that neither could break. He was thinking of her as a woman of
Kentucky--of his own generation--and trying to understand the motive
that had led her to consecrate herself to such a life. His own ideal of
duty was so different.
"I have never thought," he said at length, in a voice lowered so as to
reach her ear alone--"I have never thought that my life would not be
full of happiness. I have never supposed I could help being happy if I
did my duty."
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