Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Her hair, of the palest gold, would, if unshorn, have covered her figure
in a soft, thick golden cloud; but shorn, it lay about her neck and ears
in large, lustrous waves that left defined the contour of her beautiful
head, and gave to it the aerial charm that belongs to the joyousness of
youth. Her whole figure was relaxed into a posture slightly drooping;
her bare arms, white as the necks of swans, hung in forgotten grace at
her sides; her eyes, large, dark, poetic, and spiritual, were bent upon
the floor, so that the lashes left their shadows on her cheeks, while
the delicate, overcircling brows were arched high with melancholy. As
the nun's funereal robes had slipped from her person had her mind
slipped back into the past, that she stood thus, all the pure oval of
her sensitive face stilled to an expression of brooding pensiveness? On
the urn which held the ashes of her heart had some legend of happy
shapes summoned her fondly to return?--some garden? some radiant
play-fellow of childhood summers, already dim but never to grow dimmer?
Sighing deeply, she stepped across the dark circle on the floor which
was the boundary of her womanhood. As she did so her eyes rested on a
small table where lay a rich veil of white that she had long been
embroidering for a shrine of the Virgin. Slowly, still absently, she
walked to it, and, taking it up, threw it over her head, so that the
soft fabric enveloped her head and neck and fell in misty folds about
her person; she thinking the while only of the shrine; she looking down
on this side and on that, and wishing only to judge how well this design
and that design, patiently and prayerfully wrought out, might adorn the
image of the Divine Mother in the church of the convent.
But happening to be standing quite close to the white wall of the room
with the lamp behind her, when she raised her eyes she caught sight of
her shadow, and with a low cry clasped her hands, and for an instant,
breathless, surveyed it. No mirrors are allowed in the convent. Since
entering it Sister Dolorosa had not seen a reflection of herself, except
perhaps her shadow in the sun or her face in a troubled basin of water.
Now, with one overwhelming flood of womanly self-consciousness, she bent
forward, noting the outline of her uncovered head, of her bared neck and
shoulders and arms. Did this accidental adorning of herself in the veil
of a bride, after she had laid aside the veil of the Church, typify her
complete relapse of nature? And was this the lonely marriage-moment of
her betrayed heart?
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