Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
One highest star of adoration she kindled last, and then turned and
advanced down the aisle. He was sitting close to it, and as she came
towards him, with irresistible impulse he bent forward to meet her, his
lips parted as though to speak, his eyes implored her for recognition,
his hands were instinctively moved to attract her notice. But she passed
him with unuplifted eyes. The hem of her dress swept across his foot. In
that intense moment, which compressed within itself the joy of another
meeting and the despair of an eternal farewell--in that moment he may
have tried to read through her face and beyond it in her very soul the
story of what she must have suffered. To any one else, on her face
rested only that beauty, transcending all description, which is born of
the sorrow of earth and the peace of God.
Mournful as was this last sight of her, and touched with remorse, he
could yet bear it away in his heart for long remembrance not untempered
by consolation. He saw her well; he saw her faithful; he saw her bearing
the sorrows of her lot with angelic sweetness. Through years to come the
beauty of this scene might abide with him, lifted above the realm of
mortal changes by the serenitude of her immovable devotion.
XI.
There was thus spared him knowledge of the great change that had taken
place regarding her within the counsels of the Order; nor, perhaps, was
he ever to learn of the other changes, more eventful still, that were
now fast closing in upon her destiny.
When the Creator wishes to create a woman, the beauty of whose nature is
to prefigure the types of an immortal world, He endows her more
plenteously with the faculty of innocent love. The contravention of this
faculty has time after time resulted in the most memorable tragedies
that have ever saddened the history of the race. He had given to the
nature of Pauline Cambron two strong, unwearying wings: the pinion of
faith and the pinion of love. It was His will that she should soar by
the use of both. But they had denied her the use of one; and the vain
and bewildered struggles which marked her life thenceforth were as those
of a bird that should try to rise into the air with one of its wings
bound tight against its bosom.
After the illness which followed upon the events of that terrible day,
she took towards her own conduct the penitential attitude enjoined by
her religion. There is little need to lay bare all that followed. She
had passed out of her soft world of heroic dreams into the hard world of
unheroic reality. She had chosen a name to express her sympathy with the
sorrows of the world, and the sorrows of the world had broken in upon
her. Out of the white dawn of the imagination she had stepped into the
heat and burden of the day.
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