Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Among that breathless audience of women there was one soul on whom his
words fell with the force of a message from the Eternal. Here, then, at
last, was offered her a pathway by following meekly to the end of which
she might perhaps find blessedness. The real Man of Sorrows appeared to
stand in it and beckon her on to the abodes of those abandoned creatures
whose sufferings He had with peculiar pity so often stretched forth His
hand to heal. When she laid before the Mother Superior her petition to
be allowed to go, it was at first refused, being regarded as a momentary
impulse; but months passed, and at intervals, always more earnestly, she
renewed her request. It was pointed out to her that when one has gone
among the lepers there is no return; the alternatives are either
lifelong banishment, or death from leprosy, usually at the end of a few
years. But always her reply was--
"In the name of Christ, Mother, let me go!"
Meantime it had become clear to the Mother Superior that some change of
scene must be made. The days of Sister Dolorosa's usefulness in the
convent were too plainly over.
It had not been possible in that large household of women to conceal the
fact of her unfaithfulness to her vows. As one black veil whispered to
another--as one white veil communed with its attentive neighbour--little
by little events were gathered and pieced together, until, in different
forms of error and rumour, the story became known to all. Some from
behind window lattices had watched her in the garden with the young
stranger on the day of his visiting the convent. Others had heard of his
lying wounded at the farm-house. Still others were sure that under
pretext of visiting old Martha she had often met him in the fields. And
then the scene on the steps of the church, when she had returned soiled
and torn and fainting.
So that from the day on which she arose from her illness and began to go
about the convent, she was singled out as a target for those small
arrows which the feminine eye directs with such faultless skill at one
of its own sex. With scarcely perceptible movements they would draw
aside when passing her, as though to escape corrupting contact. Certain
ones of the younger Sisters, who were jealous of her beauty, did not
fail to drop inuendoes for her to overhear. And upon some of the
novices, whose minds were still wavering between the church and the
world, it was thought that her example might have a dangerous influence.
It is always wrong to judge motives; but it is possible that the head of
the Order may have thought it best that this ruined life should take on
the halo of martyrdom, from which fresh lustre would be reflected upon
the annals of the church. However this may be, after about eighteen
months of waiting, during which correspondence was held with the
Sandwich Islands, it was determined that Sister Dolorosa should be
allowed to go thither and join the labours of the Franciscan Sisters.
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