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Sometimes some small woodland animal scrambled noisily through the dry
brush, in escape, and now and then an owl, perhaps a mile away, broke
the silence with a mournful and muffled cry. Tiny squeaks and sleepy
chirps from birds and chipmunks recognized the disturbance of a
stranger's passage through the wood, and once the ugly snarling of
wild-cats, always alert in the night, sounded suddenly near, and then
died as suddenly away.
Of these things Alix heard nothing. In a trance of feverish dread she
went on and on, trying to escape from the conviction that grew
momentarily more and more clear.
"He would have told me about it--why didn't I let him!" ran Alix's
thoughts. "I thought of some older woman, I don't know why--anyway, I
didn't care so much then. But I care now! Peter, I care now! I can't
give you up, even to Cherry. It is nonsense to talk of giving him up,"
Alix told herself, sitting down in the inky dark, on a log against
which her wild walk had suddenly brought her, "for we are all married
people, and we all love each other. But oh, I am so sorry! I am so
sorry, Peter," she whispered, as if she were speaking to him. "You
couldn't help it, I know that. She is so pretty and so sweet,
Cherry--and she turns to you as if you were her big brother!"
She sat motionless, her hands clasped, and raised so that her cheek was
pressed against them. For awhile she seemed to have no thoughts; she
was merely vaguely aware that the hands she had plunged into the
pockets of one of Peter's old coats were scented with tobacco now, and
so reminded her of him. She pressed them hard against her face, as if
to ease the pain of her forehead.
But the thoughts, exactly like a pain, began to creep back. With
choking bitterness it was upon her again, and she got to her feet and
went on.
"What am I thinking about--it's absurd! Can't people like each other,
in this world, just because they happen to be married! Peter would be
the first to laugh at me. And is it fair to Cherry even to think that
she would--
"Oh, but it's true!" the honester impulse interrupted, mercilessly. "It
is true. Whether it's right or wrong, or sensible or absurd, they DO
love each other; that's what has changed them both."
And she began to remember a hundred--a thousand--trifles, that made it
all hideously clear. Words, glances, moods subtler than either, came
back to her. Cherry's confusion of late, when the question of her
return to Martin was raised, her indifference to her inheritance, her
restless talk during one hour of immediate departure, and during the
next of an apparently termless visit; all these were significant now.
"I am desperately unhappy!" Cherry had said. And immediately after
that, Alix recalled wretchedly, had come a brief and apparently aimless
talk about Alix's rights, and her eagerness to share them with her
sister.
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