California -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
Cherry had been in misery, of course. Alix knew her too well not to
know with what suffering she would admit that the one desire of her
heart was for something to which Alix had the higher, if not the
stronger, claim.
"Poor Cherry!" the older sister said aloud, standing still for a
moment, and pressing both hands over her hot eyes. "Poor little old
Cherry--life hasn't been very kind to her! She and Peter must be so
sorry and ashamed about this! And Dad would be so sorry; of all things
he wanted most that Cherry should be happy! Perhaps," thought Alix, "he
realized that she was that sort of a nature, she must love and be
loved, or she cannot live! But why did he let her marry Martin, and why
wasn't he here to keep me from marrying Peter? What a mess--mess--mess
we've made of it all!"
As she used the term, she realized that Cherry had used it, too, this
same evening, and fresh conviction was added to the great weight of
conviction in her heart.
"She was thinking of that," Alix told herself, "and it has been in
Peter's mind all these weeks. Oh, Peter--Peter--Peter!" she moaned,
writhing as the cry escaped her. "Why couldn't it have been me, why
couldn't it have been me! Why couldn't you have loved me that way? I
know I am not so pretty as Cherry," Alix went on, resuming her restless
walk, "and I know that those things don't seem to mean as much to me as
to most women! But, Peter," she said softly, aloud, "no wife ever loved
a man more than I love you, my dear!" She remembered some of his
half-laughing, half-fretful reproaches, when he had told her that she
loved him much as she loved Buck, and that, in these respects, she was
no more than a healthy child. "I may be a child," said Alix, feeling
that a dry flame was consuming her heart, "but a child can love! My
dear--my dear--
"I wish I could cry," she said suddenly, finding herself sitting on a
log where low oaks met the forest and the open meadows, and where they
had often paused in mountain climbs to look far across the panorama of
hills and valley below. "But now we must face this thing sensibly. What
is to be done? They must not know that I know, and in some way we must
get out of this tangle. Even if Peter were free, Cherry would not be
free," she decided, "and so the only thing to do is to help them, until
it dies away."
No suspicion of the truth stabbed her, although she remembered Martin
and his strange tale of a message and wondered about it a little in her
thoughts. To whom had Cherry been sending that telegram if not to
Peter? And if to Peter, why had she not simply telephoned? Because she
had known that Peter was not in his office, because she had been going
to meet him somewhere. But where? Well, at the boat. Martin had heard
her tell the boy that he must catch that boat.
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