"I am thankful that I have my two dear hobbies, and can forget
everything in playing and drawing. The hours fly when I can sit out of
doors and sketch, and my precious old violin knows all my secrets. It
cries with me, and sings with me, and shrieks aloud just as I would do
if I dared to make all the noise I want, when I am in a temper. I do
believe I could be one of the best players in the world if I had the
chance. I feel it in me! It is aggravating to know that I make
mistakes from want of proper lessons, but it is glorious to feel such
power over an instrument as I do when I am properly worked up! I would
not change places with any girl who is not musical!"
Lettice said nothing, but she lifted her eyes to the oval mirror which
hung above the mantelpiece, and in her heart she thought, "And I am glad
that I am so pretty. If one is pretty, everyone is polite and
attentive; and I do like people to be kind, and make a fuss! When we
were at the station the other day the people nudged each other and bent
out of the windows of the train as I passed. I saw them, though I
pretended I didn't. And I should look far nicer if I had proper
clothes. If I could only have had that fur boa, and the feather for my
hat! But what does it matter what I wear in this wretched place? There
is no one to see me."
The firelight played on three thoughtful faces as the girls sat in
silence, each occupied with her special train of thought. The room
looked grey and colourless in the waning light, and the glimpse of
wintry landscape seen through the window did not add to the general
cheeriness. Hilary shivered, and picking up a log from the corner of
the grate dropped it into the fire.
"Well, there is no use repining! We have had our grumble, and we might
as well make the best of circumstances. It's New Year's Day, so I shall
make a resolution to try to like my work. I know I do it well, because
I am naturally a good housekeeper; but I ought to take more interest in
it. That's the way the good people do in books, and in the end they
dote upon the very things they used to hate. There's no saying--I may
come to adore darning stockings and wending linen before the year is
out! At any rate I shall have the satisfaction of having done my best."
"Well, if you try to like your work, I'll try to remember mine--that's a
bargain," said Lettice solemnly. "There always seems to be something I
want particularly to do for myself, just when I ought to be at my
`avocations,' as Miss Briggs has it. It's a bad plan, because I have to
exert myself to finish in time, and get a scolding into the bargain. So
here's for punctuality and reform!"
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