England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"Spring always seems to me a little silly," she asserted. "It's all
so hopeful and promising, and hope and promise are such callow things
and fall so soon in ruins."
Suddenly realising that she had broken one of her inviolable rules in
betraying so intimate a glimpse of her personality, Miss Dorset
hastily turned into a less personal channel.
"I think the word 'jejune' expresses what I feel about spring, but,
as you say, the autumn is a fine season, and to-day is really
beautiful."
Mrs. Greene held her peace. She had always possessed too much
sensibility to frustrate anyone's means of escape from a
conversational predicament. She had never pressed for a confidence.
But as they walked down the path and out at the further gate from
garden to wood it struck her as strange that there should be this
kinship of thought between Miss Dorset and her.
The inequalities of life are very marked, she thought. Most of us
arrive at the same conclusion, but the ways in which we reach it are
as many as the leaves scuttling at my feet. I lived for seventy-five
good years, then Geoffrey died and the lean years came. All that was
left was to do the best I could from day to day, trying to be a
little stoical, and not getting too whining and senile. But here's
this poor dried-up creature. She never had a spring time and yet she
lives like me from day to day getting a little pleasure here and a
little comfort there, but really only living towards the grave.
Her heart stirred with pity as she thought of the glowing human
relationships that had been her happiness and delight for
seventy-five years, contrasted with the absolute emptiness of Miss
Dorset's thirty-eight years.
"The trouble is I've lived too long; three years too long; but she's
never lived at all."
Inadvertently she spoke aloud, but Miss Dorset was quite unaware of
the trend of thought that had led to the remark.
"I beg your pardon," she said mechanically, more as a warning to her
employer that she was thinking aloud, than in expectation of a reply.
Mrs. Greene, however, answered abruptly:
"There's a ruby and diamond brooch in the safe that I'm going to give
you when we go through my things this afternoon. I meant to leave it
to you anyhow, but you might as well have it now. I'd like to see
you wearing it."
She hardly heard Miss Dorset's surprised and nervous thanks. She was
again lost in thought, appreciating with painful clearness her motive
in making this impulsive gesture. Life had given nothing to Clara
Dorset, so she, Margaret Greene, was giving her a diamond and ruby
brooch. It seemed somehow inadequate; Mrs. Greene smiled at the
thought of how inadequate it was, but she sighed sharply at the
tragic futility of all human endeavours to compensate, to strike a
balance between loss and gain.
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