England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Miss Dorset fifteen years ago had suffered and lived through a
kindred mutilation, being forced to watch from the edge of a cliff
her twin sister and only relative drowning a hundred yards from the
shore. Mary Dorset had gone bathing, Clara Dorset had gone walking.
Mary took cramp, struggled a little, and sank, while Clara on the top
of the cliff darted a few steps to the right, a few to the left,
screaming, and finally fell to the ground, overborne by the shocking
realisation of her loss and of her utter impotence to have prevented
it.
Since then Miss Dorset, always competent, always adequate, had been
curiously incomplete. Anæsthetized by this early tragedy she was
invulnerable to further suffering, impervious to the pinpricks of
poverty and dependence, and utterly unmoved in the face of any
difficulty or crisis. Sometimes at night between waking and
sleeping, or in the early morning between sleeping and waking, she
was stabbed by a poignant vision of that scene of fifteen years ago,
but no trace of emotion showed, as a rule, in her quiet manner of
life.
She had lived with Mrs. Greene for seven years, at first as
housekeeper and secretary. Since Mr. Greene's death, however, which
had occurred suddenly three years ago, her role had been much more
comprehensive. She managed the household, prepared for visitors,
welcoming them unobtrusively on their arrival, and discreetly
beckoning one guest out as she shepherded another in, lest the
fatigue of prolonged conversation should lead to a restless night for
the old lady. But she was also Mrs. Greene's constant companion, on
her walks, in the house and at meals; there were indeed few moments
in the day when she could contrive to be alone.
The measured routine of life was rarely broken in its succession of
small daily services and arrangements, but when any of the
grandchildren came for a visit Miss Dorset showed a natural grace not
only in her methods of self-effacement but in leaving undone those
trivial duties which, carried out by Geoffrey, Lavinia or Hugh,
became a source of pleasure to Mrs. Greene. "Give me a cushion,
Geoffrey, and arrange my shawl," she would say; and when Geoffrey had
fumbled the cushion into place Miss Dorset, fully conscious of the
fact that he had not added to Mrs. Greene's comfort, nevertheless
appreciated the pleasure that it had given her to be waited on by her
grandson.
There was a genuinely comfortable relationship between Mrs. Greene
and Miss Dorset: Mrs. Greene seldom resented the fact of her physical
dependence on Miss Dorset, and Miss Dorset understood, too well to be
wounded by any sharpness of tongue, the old woman's kindliness,
sagacity and clear sightedness.
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