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She sat silent. It had never occurred to her to take anyone into her
confidence; the thought of being pitied was too upsetting; but Roger
was different. He would be able to help; he was strong and reliable
and dignified. Supposing she told him, he would not obtrude his
knowledge of her secret during the next few months, and indeed he
must be fond of her, she decided, or he would never have guessed at
the existence of trouble for he was not naturally intuitive.
She took a rapid decision and then spoke.
"I'm glad you came in to-night, Roger. I would like to tell you
something rather important both to you and to me. I had never
thought of telling, but now I feel I would like to do so."
She paused for a moment, looking down into the quiet street, and then
continued:
"I saw a specialist to-day as you know, and he told me what I've
feared for some months. I've got cancer, Roger dear, and they can't
operate or do anything for it."
Unconsciously she tightened her grasp of his hand and hurried on.
"And you see dear, I haven't much time left; only a few months in
fact, and you can help me to arrange all sorts of things if you will."
She stopped, a little breathless, and looked at Roger. He was
sitting very still but she could see the muscles of his throat
twisting as he swallowed and swallowed again, still in silence. When
at last he answered her his voice came huskily from a dry throat.
"I never guessed at anything like this, Aunt Sarah. I never dreamed
of anything so terrible. I don't suppose you want me to tell you how
sorry I am"--He broke off and then burst out, "It's hopelessly
inadequate just to say I'm sorry; it means far more than that."
"Hush, my dear, you'll waken Mary if you talk so loud; and listen,
Roger, I don't want you to feel like this. I'm an old woman and I've
not got much to live for, so it seems quite natural and right to me.
I don't want you to get worked up about it; I want you to help me."
"Of course I will," answered Roger. "You must tell me what to do.
But you must realise, Aunt Sarah, that this is a bad knock to me;
it's so awful to have you here like this, here with me now, and to
know at the same time that you're so ill."
He was obviously unstrung, but Sarah Greene was too intent on her
subject even to notice. Her soft untroubled voice went on:
"It isn't awful to know beforehand, Roger; it's splendid, because of
Lynton. Lynton really is important, and I can make so many
preparations now that I know. I'm leaving it to you, Roger--money
too, of course, but that doesn't matter. It's the house and land
that matter. You'll live there, you and Mary; your children will be
born there, and when you die your son will have it. Are you
listening Roger dear, do you understand?"
Roger relaxed his attitude of strained attention; he had caught
something of the urgency of her preoccupation.
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