London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction
"You shouldn’t, sir," the ’Pothecary would say; "you shouldn’t. You
mustn’t. It isn’t fitting, sir. It isn’t proper. It isn’t the thing.
I know I’m remiss. I know I’m slow. You ought to discharge me. You
ought to discharge me. I must pass my final. I certainly must. You
oughtn’t to do it. Two grains calomel. Two grains calomel. I
certainly must. Certainly. Certainly." And then, his utterance growing
fainter and finally ceasing, the ’Pothecary would rest his chin upon a
hand and look out once again upon the ships at sea, and somebody would
go without his calomel.
Mr. Gilkes had also the habit of rising late—a detestable habit. And it
therefore happened that the doctor’s waiting-room would be filled with
impatient women before his dispenser arrived to make up the "light
browns" and "dark reds," upon which they lavished so much faith.
But when the ’Pothecary did arrive there was always an apology upon his
lips—the same apology every time. "I’m late again, sir; late again.
Forty minutes late. I’m awful, sir; awful. You will have to discharge
me. I’m always late. I’m awful. It won’t do. It isn’t fair. I shall
have to go. I must pass my final. Sach. Ust. For Mr. Jenner, sir?
Yes, sir. Sach. Ust. Sach. Ust. I’m awful; awful."
The doctor and James invariably observed the form of asking him up to
tea. But with equal regularity he would reply with a formula of
plaintive, almost passionate protest. "Impossible, sir. Not for a
minute. You mustn’t. You can’t. I’m not worth it, sir. It isn’t
usual, sir. It isn’t the thing. When I’ve passed my final, sir—perhaps
then. Perhaps then. I _will_ pass my final, sir. I must."
And Mr. Gilkes would sight a sail and watch it eagerly with a little
fluttering smile.
He always dressed himself in shabby black. This emphasised his stature
and the exceeding leanness of him. It also served to disguise the
unnatural colour of his linen, He did not smoke, and they naturally say
that he drank. But I never saw him drunk. He would sometimes look out
upon his ship with the gaze of one who is intoxicated with the splendour
of his visions. But this is not the same as being drunk.
Wilfered, his successor in the post of ’Pothecary (for you will
understand that Mr. Gilkes became impossible), has placed on record that
"Gilkes fair give you the ’errors, a-talkin’ to ’isself the livelong day
and strokin’ the bottles and seein’ snakes." But Wilfered is young and
strenuous, and efficient. His heart is in his work. He adds the water
to the sugar with extreme exactitude, and, not being versed in the
language of pharmacy, he is convinced that not merely the reputation of
Dr. Brink, but the very lives of all his patients are bound up in the
exact and scrupulous decoction of the liquids committed to his care.
But he does not interest himself in distant ships.
For myself, I am sorry that Mr. Gilkes became impossible. I like dumb
animals.
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