"You've got it wrong, Griffin," the girl said sadly. "You've got it
backwards. Right facts, wrong conclusion. Your cause and effect are
backwards."
"I don't get you." Griffin's voice was leaden.
"You weren't made new again so you could be placed on this ship. You
were placed on this ship because you'd been made new again."
Griffin stared at her. "You mean because I'm different now? Because
there's something wrong with me?"
She hesitated. "In a sense--"
"_In a sense!_ I'm either a whole, complete human being or I'm not!
_Now which is it?_"
"Oh, no, no," cried the girl wearily. "Can't you see that's just the
idea we've been fighting against for so long? Look, Griffin. _You're
alive._ You've got sixty more years of life. A long, useful life. But
if it's not a useful life in the society where you lived before, does
that make it wrong? They have skill and techniques to give perfectly
good new bodies to men and women who would die without them. Could it
ever be right to deny that life to the people who wanted it? Could they
turn them back, and say 'No, we can give you life, but we've decided
not to use it.' Could they do that?"
Griffin shook his head. "What happened? Back when it first started.
What went wrong?"
The girl sat down, facing him. "Some didn't change at all. Some went
back, just as they were before. Others tried it, and went insane. Some
committed suicide. Others lived out lives of utter misery trying to fit
a pattern they could never be part of. They were a kind of human being
which had never existed before--an infant personality superimposed on a
grown, mature body, thrust out into a highly organized, rigid society.
They couldn't survive." She looked up at Griffin. "The government got
the Free Agent legislation through, finally. It helped some, but not
enough. Most of them were looking for something that just didn't exist.
They searched, and floundered, and tried one thing and another, and in
the end they were bitter, and confused, and utterly helpless. So they
went to the stars."
The girl walked out into the control room, and stared out at the bright
pinpoints of light in the blackness. Griffin followed her, his body and
mind both numb. "What about Mars, or Venus?" he said.
"No good. They were just the old Earth society in a different setting,
trying like crazy to duplicate things back on Earth. But on a new
planet, in a new solar system, a _new_ society would have a chance.
On a dozen planets a dozen societies could be created." She laughed
wryly. "You and your price-tag! You can go back to Earth, Griffin. But
you'll die there. You'd never have believed that if we'd told you at
the start. You remembered your old life too well. You thought it would
be so easy to go back to it. We had to let you try, and you tried.
Maybe now you can believe it. You can go back to Earth, if you want to,
or you can ship out and make your own world to live in. You're a Free
Agent. It's up to you."
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