And yet he knew that he had been sick. He had been older then, just
past fifty, and though he could not recreate those days in his mind, he
knew that he had known he was sick for a long time, a growing awareness
that health and youngness had somehow been left behind. There had been
the gasping rests at the top of the stairs while he had waited for
breath and energy to return; and the leaden tiredness at the end of
the day that had made the evenings a gauntlet to be endured. And there
had been those terrifying nights when he had awakened in a cold sweat,
strangling in the darkness, with hardly the strength left to drag
himself up into a sitting position; and then Marian, wide-eyed with
fright, barely able to hold back the tears, packing pillows behind him
as he sat gasping by the open window, wondering if this really might
be the end. And then, later, the stabbing, excruciating pain that cut
through his chest and down his arm, the vice-like wrenching pain that
tore the breath from him, and almost life itself. Angina, the doctor
had called it. Congestive failure. And he had sat there, by the window,
and known that he was staring death in the face.
The pain he could not remember now, but the fear was sharp in his
memory. And then there had been the day when old Doctor Barnez had come
in to see him, and settled back in the chair, smiling at him, and
said, "Griff, I think it's time you considered a repair job. A real
repair job. Because you won't be with us long if you don't--"
He had grasped at it with the desperation that can be born only of
staring death in the face, grasped at it as he stood literally in
the valley of shadows. Oh, he had heard of prosthesis. He could even
remember the bitter political battles that had raged. He could remember
the attacks on it from the pulpit, and the rabble-rousing speeches of
the men who used it as a football to carry them to power. But the laws
were passed in spite of them, and many people had taken the step. And
always Griffin had watched with desultory interest, and thought it a
thing of the remote future, never applicable to a strong, active man
like himself.
He stared out at the buildings, tall and proud in the gathering
darkness. When the chips were finally down, he had agreed, Life was
sweet. If it was within the power of medical techniques to restore
it, could he scorn such a chance? Could anyone? For after all, it was
the goal of hundreds of years of medical study. Gradually, over the
years, medicine had leaped the low hurdles of disease, of microbes, and
viruses, and creeping malignancies, and these had been the easy steps.
At the end, they had moved against the real last enemies of man: old
age, degeneration, the multitude of death's helpers which had held man
to a hundred years of life. And then those hurdles had been crossed--
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