She cuddled herself down into the seat. “Not much time for that with
me sailing for America. But you’ve not told me what you think of my
telegram. Wasn’t it a quaint, jumpy message? That’s just like Fluffy
to decide a problem in five minutes that other people would take five
months over. If she finds that anything’s worrying her, she moves away
from it This Horace, he’s Horace Overbridge, the playwright, and he’s
in love with her. Ever since we landed in April they’ve been going about
together, having motor-trips into the country and picnics on the river,
and--oh, so many good times. Of course I’ve been there, too, to take
care of her. But the trouble is he wants to marry her and, if he did,
he’d never let her do what she likes. He can’t understand that it
means just as much to her to be an actress as it does to him to be a
playwright Men aren’t very understanding. Of course, while they’re not
even engaged, he raves about her acting and helps her all he can. But
she knows perfectly well that all that would end with marriage. And then
she doesn’t love him. So you see----”
“But you said she’d let him take her about and give her good times.”
“Why, certainly. If a man chooses to do that it’s his own affair. And
then Fluffy’s very dear and beautiful, and she wouldn’t let many men be
in love with her. You did sound shocked when you said ‘But!’”
“I was thinking that she hadn’t played fair. She must have led him on.
You don’t think that’s fair, do you?”
“Fair!” She pursed her lips. “He enjoyed himself while it lasted, and
it’s his own fault if he’s spoilt it.” She threw back her head and
trilled gayly. “Oh, I can see her stamping her little foot and saying,
’No. No. No, Horace.’ And then, I expect, she jumped straight into
a cab and booked our berths on the very first ship that was sailing.
You--you don’t approve of her?”
“I don’t know her. It wasn’t very thoughtful of her to give you such
short notice.”
“But if I don’t mind--you see, it’s my business.”
He shrugged his shoulders. “Then I have no right to mind. But I’m
wondering where you’d have been if I hadn’t turned up.”
“I! Oh, I’d have hired a car, I suppose, and Fluffy’d have had to pay
for it, or Horace, or somebody.--I wish I could remember who it was
shrugged his shoulders the way you do.”
“Perhaps it was----”
He glanced at her and broke off. This didn’t seem the propitious time
to assist her memory. She was frowning. He had displeased her. The
flippancy of Fluffy’s way of loving had cheapened all passion for the
moment.
They were coming into Bath, with its narrow streets and wide spaces, its
fluted columns and Georgian mansions.
“When we get into the country on the other side,” he thought, “I’ll tell
her.”
But on the other side he found that her eyes were shut She lay curled
up, with her child’s face turned towards him and her cheek pillowed
against her hand.
“Desire,” he whispered. “Desire.”
She sighed, but her eyes did not open.
“It’s Teddy. Don’t you remember?”
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