She did not stir.
Very tenderly, lest he should wake her, he tucked her cloak closer, and
buttoned it across her breast. By degrees he pulled the hood up over
her ears and forehead. He stooped to kiss her, but drew back at the last
moment To kiss her, sleeping, seemed too much like theft; “I love you,
dearest,” he whispered. “I love you.”
She made no answer.
He drove on, dreaming, through the summer night.
CHAPTER III--A SUMMER’S MORNING
Stars were weakening in their shining. He wished she would wake up. It
was still night, but almost imperceptibly a paleness was spreading. The
sky looked mottled. As he passed through an anonymous, shrouded village
a clock was striking. One, two, three! If he kept up this pace, they
would be in London, at the latest, by seven.
He began to calculate his respite. The boat-train left Euston at noon;
if she allowed him to stay with her to the very last moment, he had--how
much? About nine hours more of her company.
But probably she wouldn’t let him stay with her. She’d have packing
to do. This Fluffy person would want to carry her off and gossip about
Horace--what he had said to her and what she had said to him, and how
thoroughly justified she was in her treatment of him. And so--he
widened his mouth bitterly--and so she would blow out of his life like
thistledown. This splendid meeting, which had been the dream of
his boyhood, would be wasted--cold-shouldered into oblivion by.
trivialities.
In his desperation he invented a dozen mad schemes for detaining her. It
was on the cards that his car might break down. Unfortunately it showed
every healthy sign of living beyond its reputation. Well, if it didn’t
do it voluntarily, he might help it--might lose a spark-plug or loosen
something. _He might_, but it wasn’t in him to do it. The moment he met
her truthful gray eyes he’d be sure to shrive his conscience--then she’d
detest him. No, if he was going to be a young Lochinvar, he had far
better play the game boldly--swing off into side-roads and, when she
wakened, explain to her laughingly: “You won’t catch your boat now,
little Desire. I’ve made you lose it on purpose because--because I love
you.”
Humph! And she’d be amiable, wouldn’t she? Some men might be able to
carry that off. He couldn’t. He’d feel a cur; he’d look it. So he drove
on through the darkness, cursing at every new mile-stone because it
brought him nearer to the hour of parting.
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