Yes, he had been judging. It had all taken place so differently from
anything that he had conjectured. She herself was so different from the
Desire he had imagined. All these years he had been preparing for her
coming, but to her his coming had been an accident. That had hurt--hurt
his pride, to have to acknowledge that she had almost forgotten the old
kindnesses. And then she had tantalized him---had taken a pleasure in
treating him lightly. Perhaps all girls did that; it might be their way
of defending themselves. Probably she hadn’t meant one half of what she
had said, and had been trying to shock him. He couldn’t bear that she
should think him narrow or censorious. The more he condemned himself,
the more he longed to convince her of his breadth and generosity.
He found a florist’s and ordered a quantity of flowers.
“Shall I enclose your card, sir?”
“It doesn’t matter.”
He was afraid that, if she knew for certain they were from him, she
might not accept them.
“The lady’s leaving Euston on the boat-train for Liverpool, so you must
get them to her at once.”
“You shall see the boy start, sir. Going on a liner, is the lady, sir?”
“Yes, to America.”
“Then, may I make a suggestion?” Desire would have said that the florist
was very understanding; he rubbed his hands and looked out of the window
to avoid any needless causing of embarrassment. “If I might make a
suggestion, sir, I would say it would be very nice to send the lady
seven bouquets--one for every day of the voyage.”
“But can it be done? I mean, will the flowers keep fresh?”
“Oh, yes, sir. It’s quite the regular thing. We pack them in seven boxes
and we mark each box for the day on which it’s to be opened. We send
instructions with them for the lady to give to the purser, to keep
them on ice. Usually we slip five shillings into the envelope with the
instructions. Then the lady finds her bouquet waiting for her on her
plate each morning with her breakfast. The idea is that she’ll think
of the gentleman who sent them.” This florist understood too much. He
treated love as a thing that happened every day, which, of course, it
didn’t. Teddy assumed an off-hand manner. “If it won’t take too long to
make up the bouquets, I’ll have them as well.”
“As well as the cut flowers?”
“Yes.”
He helped to select the rosebuds, orchids and violets that were to lie
against her breast It gave him a comforting sense of nearness to her.
When the man’s back was turned he stooped to catch their fragrance and
brushed his lips against their petals. Perhaps she might do the same,
and her lips would touch the flowers where his had touched. By subtler
words than language they would explain to her his love. When she landed
in that far-away New York, he would be with her, for the flowers would
have kept his memory fresh.
“Certain you won’t send your card, sir? It’s quite etiquette, I assure
you.”
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