Two hours had elapsed since he had landed. It wasn’t likely that she
would come now. As he drove to the Brevoort, he tried to explain the
situation to himself so that it might appear in its bravest aspect. She
must know that he had landed to-day; if his cable, telling her of his
coming, had failed to be delivered, he would have been notified. And if,
when she had received it, she hadn’t wanted him, she would have replied.
Therefore, she both wanted him and knew that he had landed. He came to
the conclusion that he had hoped for too much in expecting her to meet
him. Until he had got excited, he hadn’t really expected that. It was
only at the last minute that he had persuaded himself she would be
there. To have had to welcome him in public, knowing the purpose of his
voyage and knowing so little about him, would have been embarrassing.
She was waiting for him to go to her home where their meeting would be
private.
At the Brevoort, the telephone-clerk found the phone-number of her
address. He was trembling as he slipped into the booth. He was going
to hear her voice. What would she say to him--to his daring at having
accepted her challenge; and what would he say to her? He took up the
receiver.
“I’ve come, Desire. Who’s this? Can’t you guess? It’s the person you
used to call Teddy.”
He listened. There was a pause. “Hulloa! Are you there?”
Muffled and metallic the answer came back: “Yes.--But Miss Desire’s not
at home. This is Madame Jodrell’s maid speaking.--No. Madame Jodrell’s
gone out. She won’t be home to lunch. She didn’t say when I was to
expect her.--Has she gone to the dock to meet some one? No. I’m sure she
hasn’t. Will you leave a message?”
He repeated his name and gave her his address.
“I’ll tell whichever of them gets home first,” the distant voice assured
him; then he heard the click of the receiver hung up.
He was bewildered. Things grew more and more discouraging. Desire must
have mistaken the day of his arrival. If not, however pressing her
engagement, she would have left him some word of welcome.
He had a lonely lunch at a table looking out on Fifth Avenue. From
where he sat he caught a glimpse of Washington Square--a glimpse which
suggested both Paris and London. He was inclined to feel angry; the next
moment he was amused at his petulance. A lover was always in haste. He
wouldn’t let himself feel angry. It would be time enough for that if he
found that she’d led him on a wild-goose chase. Then anger would help
him to forget. In the meanwhile he must take Madame Josephine’s advice
and be content to love. “Women long to be trusted.” Perhaps all this
apparent indifference was a part of Desire’s test; she was trying to
discover how far he would trust her. When he thought of her cloudy gray
eyes, he felt certain that any seeming unkindness wasn’t intended. “I’m
far nicer than you suspect,” she had told him.
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