Then, speaking in a puzzled way: “You make things difficult. I shouldn’t
be doing right by encouraging you, and----” She faltered over her words.
The innocent kindness shone in her eyes. “And I can’t bear to send you
away. I don’t know what to do. I’d have encouraged you if I’d written to
thank you for those flowers, shouldn’t I? But they made me just as happy
as---- I was a regular baby over them. Every morning they lay there on
my plate and I wore them the whole day. Fluffy used to chaff me. You
don’t like Fluffy.” She winked at him provokingly. “Oh, no, you don’t!
You think actresses improper persons. You needn’t deny it.--And I do so
want to be an actress, so as to prove to my father and Mrs. Sheerug, and
all the lot of them, that I’m worth knowing. Can’t you understand? After
I’m great, I might be content to chuck the stage and become only a
simple good little wife.”
“Wouldn’t it be as fine,” he whispered, “to share some one else’s
success?”
She gazed at him wisely. “Philanthropic egotist! You know it wouldn’t.
Own up--don’t you know it wouldn’t?”
“For a man it wouldn’t,” he conceded ruefully.
She smiled vaguely. “Then why for a woman? Only love could make it
different. You believe in love at first sight. I don’t At least, I’m not
sure about it.”
“But you can’t call ours love at first sight.”
“Ours!” She raised her brows. “Yours was. You had your magic cloak ready
to pop over me the moment you thought you’d found me. I’m only a lay
figure.”
“You’re not,” he protested hotly. “If you’d read my book, you’d know
that. Your face is on every page.”
“A lay figure,” she repeated imperturbably.
She did not gratify his curiosity as to whether she had read _Life Till
Twenty-one._ He waited. At last, driven to desperation, he asked, “What
am I to do?”
“Do?”
“Yes. I’ve nothing to keep me in America; I had nothing to bring me
over except you. If I stay here and don’t give my people an explanation,
they’ll begin to wonder. It won’t be playing the game. So if you don’t
care----”
She laughed so gayly that she made all his mountain difficulties seem
molehills. “What an old serious! You can’t set times and seasons for
love. Sooner or later, if you keep on jogging, everything turns out all
right. You’ve got to believe that. _It does_.”
Since she was his prophetess, he let her optimism go undisputed. He
almost shared it. But it didn’t provide him with a certain foundation
for his future.
“If you’ll stop drizzling,” she said, “I’ll set Miss Independence free
for a run. There!” She pulled the glove off her left hand and made it
scamper in the blue and green meadow of her gown. Then, of a sudden, the
temptress fingers shot out and caressed him for the merest second.
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