No encouragement could lure him into a more explicit confession. All
that day, after his father had left, he lay there with his face against
the pillow, endeavoring to dis-cover a plan whereby a little boy
might procure the money to marry a beautiful lady, of whom he knew
comparatively nothing.
CHAPTER VI--A STRATEGY THAT FAILED
He had not seen her again. It was now four days since she had sung to
him. For her sake, in the hope of her returning, he had made himself
the accomplice of Mrs. Sheenes plans. By looking languid he invited the
terrors of her medicines. By restraining his appetite and allowing half
his meals to be carried away untasted, he gave to his supposed illness a
convincing appearance of reality. Even Mrs. Sheerug, whose knowledge
of boys was profound, was completely deceived by Teddy. It had never
occurred to her that there was a boy in the world who could resist good
food when he was hungry.
“Is your head aching? Where is it that you don’t feel better?”
“It’s just all over.”
More physic would follow. He swallowed it gladly--was willing to swallow
any quantities, if it were the purchase price of at length seeing Vashti.
Every day gained was a respite to his hope, during which he could listen
for her coming. Perhaps her footstep in the passage would first warn
him--or would it be her voice? He liked to think that any moment she
might enter on tiptoe and lean across his pillow before he was aware.
When in later years the deluge of love swept over him, destroying that
it might recreate his world, he was astonished to find how faithfully it
had been foreshadowed by this embryo passion of his childhood.
For three days Mrs. Sheerug had asked him where he ached most, and had
invariably received the same answer, “It’s just all over.” Her ingenuity
in prescribing had been sorely tested: she had never had such an
uncomplaining victim for her remedies. However unpleasantly she
experimented, she could always be sure of his murmured thanks.
Under his gentleness she began to allow her fondness to show itself.
She held old-fashioned notions about children, believing that they were
spoilt by too much affection. Her kind heart was continually at war with
her Puritan standards of sternness; the twinkle in her eyes was always
contradicting the harsh theories which her lips propounded. Sitting by
her easel in the quiet room, she would carry on gossiping monologues
addressed to Teddy. He gathered that in her opinion all men were born
worthless; husbands were saved from the lowest depths of inferiority by
the splendid women they married. All women were naturally splendid, and
all bachelors so selfish as to be beneath contempt. She gave Teddy to
understand that women were the only really adult people in the world;
they pretended that their men were grown up as a mother plays a
nursery game with children. She quoted instances to Teddy to prove
her theories--indiscreet instances from her own experiences and the
experiences of her friends.
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