Like a thunderstorm that had spent itself, the clamor of argument died
down. It left him with a lucid quietness. Again she lay hushed in
his embrace; her lips shuddered beneath his pressure. That moment of
dearness, more than any ceremony of God or man, had bound him to her.
It had made him sure of subtle shades of fineness in her character which
she refused to reveal to him yet His love should outlast her wilfulness.
He would wait for years, but he would win her. The day would come when
she would awake to her need of him. Meanwhile he would make himself a
habit--what the landscape was to the old man at Baveno--adding link
upon link to her chain of memories, so that in every day when she looked
back, there would be some kindness to remind her of him.
A thought occurred. He would put his chances to the test. He fetched a
pack of cards from his trunk and drew up to the desk. Having shuffled
them, he spread them out face-downwards. If he picked a heart, he would
many her within the year. When he found with a thrill of dismay that
it was a spade, he changed his bargain and agreed to give himself three
chances. The next two were hearts. That encouraged him. He played on for
hours in the silent room--played feverishly, as though his soul depended
on it He craved for certainty. When luck ran against him, he made his
test more lenient till the odds were in his favor. Whatever the cards
said, he refused to take no for an answer. Morning found him with the
lights still burning, his shoulders crouched forward, his head pillowed
on his arms.
All that day he waited to hear from her. He could not bring himself
to telephone her. After what had happened, delicacy kept him from
intruding. In the afternoon he sent her flowers to provide her with
an excuse for calling him up. She let the excuse pass unnoticed. Her
_strategic_ faculty for silence was again asserting itself. He lived
over all the events of the previous day, marking them in sequence hour
by hour, finding them doubly sweet in remembrance. The longest day of
his life had ended by the time he crept to bed.
Next morning he searched his mail for a letter from her. There was
nothing. He was sitting in his room trying to work--it was about
lunch-time--when the telephone tinkled.
“Hulloa,” a voice said which he did not recognize, “are you Mr. Gurney,
the great author?--Well, something terrible’s happened; you’ve not
spoken to your girl for more than twenty-four hours. It’s killing her.”
A laugh followed and the voice changed to one he knew. “Don’t you think
I’m very gracious, after all your punishment?--Where am I?--No, try
another guess. You’re not very psychic or you’d know. I’m within--let
me count--forty seconds of you. I’m here, in a booth of the Brevoort,
downstairs.--Eh! What’s that?--Will I stop to lunch with you? Why, of
course. That’s what I’ve come for.”
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