“Sensible fellow.” Simon Freelevy took one look at Fluffy. In the
quiet that had attended his entrance the roar of the impatient theatre,
clamoring for the curtain to rise, could be heard. “She can’t go on,”
he said brusquely. “She’s no more good to-night. Where’s her
understudy?--Oh, youl Good girl--you got ready. Get back into the wings
all of you.”
He drove them out like a flock of sheep, slamming the door
contemptuously behind him.
Desire turned to Teddy. “Fetch a taxi. I can’t leave her to-night We’ll
take her home to my apartment.”
As they drove through Columbus Circle the Christmas tree was illuminated
at the entrance to the Park. The happiness which it betokened provoked
another shower of tears from Fluffy. “It was cruel of him,” she wept,
“cruel of him. I always, always intended---- You know I did, little
Desire.”
She was like a hurt child; there was no consoling her. Her only relief
seemed to be derived from repeating her wrongs monotonously. She kept
appealing to Desire to confirm her assertions of the injustice that had
been done her. Desire gathered her into her arms and drew her head to
her shoulder. “Don’t cry, darling. He wasn’t worthy of you. There are
thousands more men in the world.”
As soon as they had reached the apartment Fluffy said: “Let me go
to bed. I want to cry my heart out.” In the hall as she bade Teddy
good-night, she gazed forlornly from him to Desire: “You two, you’re
very happy. You don’t know how happy. No one ever does until--until It
ends.”
He watched them down the passage. He supposed he ought to go now.
Instead, he went into the front-room and seated himself. He couldn’t
tear himself away. He was hungry for Desire. He hadn’t known that she
could be so tender. He yearned for some great calamity to befall him,
that he might see her kneeling at his side and might feel her arms about
him.
Finality was in the air. Horace’s example had startled him into facing
up to facts; perhaps it had done the same for her. He felt that this was
the psychologic crisis to which all his courtship had been leading. She
cared for him, or she wouldn’t have accepted his present. Knowing her as
he did, the very ungraciousness of her acceptance was a proof to him of
how much she cared. And now this new happening I It had darted swiftly
across their insecurity as the shadow of nemesis approaching. To-night
her lips must give him his answer. She had said: “When I kiss you,
Meester Deek, without your asking, you’ll know then.” They could drag
on no longer. It wasn’t honorable to her, to himself, to his parents--it
wasn’t fair to any of them. Like a stave of music her words sang in his
memory, “And we’re about the right height, aren’t we?”
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