That was all. Whatever she had guessed, she asked no questions. Had they
all agreed to a kindly conspiracy of silence?
As he sat at her feet, watching her work, she told him philosophically
of the loss of their money. “The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away.
I wouldn’t be so terribly sorry if it hadn’t given Alonzo sciatica of
the back.”
“Do you get sciatica in the back?” he asked.
She peered at him over her spectacles. “Most people don’t, but that’s
where he’s got it. He never does any work.--Oh, dear, if he’d only take
my lemon cure! I’m sure he’d be better. I don’t think he wants to be
better. He can sit about the house all day while he’s got it. Poor man,
it doesn’t hurt him very badly.”
It soon became evident to Teddy that she wasn’t so cut up as might have
been expected now that her wealth was gone. Straitened means gave her
permission to muddle. “Those coachmen and men-servants,” she told him,
“they worried me, my dear. Their morals were very lax.”
When he tried to find out what had really occurred to cause the collapse
of her affluence, she shook her head. “Shady tricks, my dear--very
shady. Unkind things were said.”
More than that he could not learn; she did not wish to pursue the
subject further.
Little by little the old routine came back, and with it his ancient
dread that nothing would ever happen. Every morning, the moment
breakfast was ended, he climbed the many stairs to his room to work.
From his window he could see his father in the studio, and the pigeons
springing up like dreams from the garden and growing small above the
battlements of house-tops. If he watched long enough, he might see Mr.
Yaflfon come out on his steps, like an old tortoise that had wakened too
early, thrusting its bewildered head out of its shell.
He wanted to work; he wanted to do something splendid. He longed more
than he had ever longed before to make himself famous--famous that she
might share his glory. At first his thoughts were slow in coming. Day
and night, between himself and his imaginings she intruded, passing
and re-passing. He saw her in all her attitudes and moods, wistful,
friendly, and brooding. He could not escape her. Even his father and
mother filled him with envy when he watched them; he and Desire should
have been as they were, if things had turned out happily. Hal rose up as
a warning of the man he might become.
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