How was it that he had so far forgotten what their love had meant? He
compared this arrival with his unwelcomed arrival in New York. A flush
of warmth spread from his heart They had stayed awake all night on the
wintry station that he might not be disappointed.
On the drive back in the cab, all through breakfast and as they sat
before the fire through the lazy morning, they gossiped of the things
of secondary importance--his work, the Sheerugs, his impressions of
America. Of the girl in America they did not talk. His mother’s eyes
asked questions, which his eyes avoided. His father, man-like, showed no
curiosity. He sat comfortably puffing away at his pipe, feeling in his
velvet-coat for matches, and combing his fingers through his shaggy
hair, just as if he had no suspicions that anything divisive had
happened. It was only when an inquisitive silence had fallen that he
showed his sympathy, chasing up a new topic to divert their interest.
Desire was not mentioned that day, nor the next; even when her letters
began to arrive, Teddy’s reticence was respected. For that he was
infinitely thankful. The ordeal of explaining and accepting pity would
have been more than he could have borne. Pity for himself would have
meant condemnation of her conduct. In the raw state of his heart,
neither would have been welcome.
During the afternoon of the first day of his home-coming he visited
Orchid Lodge. He was drawn there by the spectres of Desire’s past.
Harriet admitted him. What a transformation! All the irksome glory was
gone. Carriages no longer waited against the pavement. It was no longer
necessary to strive to appear as if you really had “a nincome.”
Tiptoeing across the hall, he peeped into the parlor with its long
French-windows. It was seated on the steps outside in the garden that he
had listened to Alonzo convincing Mrs. Sheerug of his new-found wealth.
It was a different Alonzo that he saw now--an Alonzo who carried him
back to his childhood. Facing Mr. Ooze across the table, he was dealing
out a pack of cards. He was in his shirtsleeves; Mr. Ooze wore a bowler
hat at a perilous angle on the back of his bald head. Both were too
intent on the game to notice that the door had opened.
“What d’you bet?” Mr. Sheerug was asking.
“Ten thousand,” Mr. Ooze answered.
“I’ll see you and raise you ten thousand. What’ve you got?”
Teddy closed the door gently and stole away. Was he really grown up? Had
time actually moved forward? The thin and the fat man sat there, as in
the days when he had supposed they were murderers, still winning and
losing fabulous fortunes in the unconquered land of their imaginations.
Upstairs, in the spare-room, he found Mrs. Sheerug. With a bag of
vivid-colored wools beside her, she was busy on a new tapestry. She rose
like a little old hen from its nest at the sound of his entrance. Her
arms flew up to greet him.
“You’ve come back.”
“I’ve come back.”
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