“Nonsense! You can’t be cold with that great fire.” His father was too
absorbed; he hadn’t noticed that the fire had gone out “I know what’s
the matter with you, Teddy: you’re afraid she’ll be here before you’re
dressed. Pooh! What of it? Now stop just as you are for ten minutes, and
then----”
He left his sentence unended and fell to work again with concentrated
energy. His mind was aflame with the fury of his imagination. He was
far away from reality. It wasn’t Teddy he was painting; it was Love,
famished by indifference and tantalized by yearning--Love, bruising his
face against the bars which forever shut him out. This wasn’t a London
studio, ignobly contrived above a stable; it was a spice-fragrant garden
of the East, stared at by the ravishing eye of the sun, where a lady of
dreams stooped feeding among tall lilies.
“When am I to see it?” Teddy questioned.
“When she sees it.”
“Not till then?”
“Be still, and don’t ask so many questions.”
“I wanted to see it before her,” explained Teddy, “because I’m hoping I
don’t show too much.”
His father wiped a brush on the sleeve of his jacket and wriggled his
eyebrows. “Take my word for it, sonny, you look much better as you are
now. It’s a shame that we ever have to cover you up.” He laid aside his
palette. “There, that’s the last touch. It’s done. By Mohammed, it’s
splendid. Jump into your duds, you shrimp. I’m going to tell Dearie
before Miss Jodrell comes.”
The wild head vanished through the hole in the floor. Teddy heard his
father laughing as he passed through the stable. Creeping to the window,
he watched him cut across flower-beds towards the house, kicking up the
snow as he ran.
_It was done_. The great exhilaration was ended. Tomorrow, when he
awoke, it would be no good saying, “I shall see her again in three
hours.” At night he would gain nothing by going to sleep quickly; the
new day when it came would bring him nothing. The studio without
her would seem empty and dull. If only he had been fortified by the
possession of five pounds, he would have boldly reminded her of her
promise. Six-and-sixpence was the sum total of his wealth; it was hidden
away in an old cigar box which he had labeled MARRIAGE. If a husband
didn’t have at least five pounds, his wife would have to go out charing.
He couldn’t imagine Vashti doing that.
Shivering with cold, yet drenched in sunlight he stood hesitating by the
window. His body gleamed white and lithe; behind him, tall as manhood,
stretched his shadow. Clasping his hands in a silent argument he stepped
back and glanced towards the easel. Her face was there, hidden from him
behind the canvas. Only his father had seen it yet; but he, too, wanted
to see it--he had more right than any one in the world.
He tiptoed a few steps nearer, his bare feet making no sound; halted
doubtfully, then stole swiftly forward, lured on by irresistible desire.
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