Teddy gazed straight before him. The pounding of the horse’s hoofs
seemed no louder than the pounding of his heart. ’Harriet said
that five pounds were the least that a lady would expect. “And so--and
so---- There’s five pounds.”
He wasn’t looking at her. He didn’t dare to look at her. And so he
couldn’t be sure whether she had sighed or laughed. A horrible fear
struck him: she might be wondering how so young a person could come
honestly by so large a fortune. He spoke quickly. “It’s mine, all of it
I asked for money for Christmas. Jimmie Boy paid me for going into his
picture; and Hal and Mrs. Sheerug--they gave me----”
“And it’s for me?”
“Why, of course.”
“And it’s all you’ve got--everything you have in the world?” Her arm
slipped about him. “You’re the little god Love, Teddy; that’s what you
are.”
Traffic was growing thick about them. They came to a crossing where
a policeman held up his hand. Through the panes misted over by their
breath, they watched the crawling caravan of carts and buses. In the
sudden cessation from motion it seemed to Teddy that the eyes of the
world were gazing in on them. “A little boy and a grown lady!” they were
saying. “He wants to be her husband!” And then they laughed. Not till
they were traveling again did he pick up his courage.
“Can we--can we----”
“Can we what?”
“Be married to-day? You said ‘some day’ when you promised.”
For her it was a strange situation, as absurd as it was pathetic. For a
moment she tried not to take him seriously, then she glanced down at the
eager face, the Eton suit, the clasped hands. In his childish world
the make-believe was real. For him the faery tale, enacted for her own
diversion, had been a promise. She felt angry with herself--as angry as
a sportsman who, intending to miss, has brought down a songbird. Playing
at love was her recreation. She couldn’t help it--it was in her blood:
her approach to everything masculine was by way of fascination. She
felt herself a goddess; it was life to her to be worshiped. All men’s
friendships had to be love affairs or else they were insipid; on her
side she pledged herself to no more than friendship. Not to be adored
piqued her.
But to have flirted with a child! To have filled him with dreams and
to have broken down his shyness! As she sat there with his box, labeled
MARRIAGE, in her lap, she wondered what was best to be done. If she
told him it was a jest, she would rub the dust off the moth-wings of
his faith forever. There was only one thing: to continue the extravagant
pretense.
“It’s splendid of you, Teddy, to have saved so much.”
“Is it much? Really much?”
“Well, isn’t it?”
His high spirits came back. He laughed and leant his head against her
shoulder. “I don’t know. I’m not very old yet.”
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