Seated on the couch before the fire, their heads nearly touching, they
spoke earnestly. Perhaps they didn’t know how far their voices carried.
Perhaps they were too self-absorbed to notice. Perhaps they didn’t
care. Hal held her hand, opening and closing the fingers, and stooping
sometimes to kiss the tips of them.
“I’d come to the breaking point,” he whispered; “I either had to have
you altogether or to do without you. It was the shilly-shallying, the
neither one thing nor the other, that broke me down.” He laughed and
caught his breath. “I tried to do without you, Vashti; there were times
when I almost hated you. You seemed not to trouble that I was going out
of your life. But now---- Well, if you must keep your freedom, we’ll at
least have all the happiness we can. I’ll do what you like. I’m not
going to urge you any more, but I still hope for Desire’s sake that some
day we’ll----”
“Poor boy, you still want to own me. But tell me, was it hearing that I
was going to America that brought you back?”
“Brought me back!” He pressed her open palm against his mouth. “To you,
dearest, wherever you were, I should always be coming back. How could I
help it? Hulloa! That’s fine.” His eyes had caught the picture. “Where
did you----”
“All the while you were angry with me I was having it painted for you.
But I shan’t be giving it to you now.” She glanced sideways at him with
mocking tenderness. “You won’t need it. It was to be a farewell present
to some one who had changed his mind.”
He drew her face down. “My darling, my mind will never change.”
Suddenly she broke from his embrace and glanced back into the room,
raising her voice. “You know it’s Teddy that I’m going to marry, if ever
I do marry. Why, we almost thought we’d get married this morning.
Come here, my littlest lover. Don’t look so downhearted. Champions are
allowed to kiss their ladies’ hands. Didn’t Hal tell you? Well, they
are, and you may if you like.”
Teddy didn’t kiss her hand. He cuddled down on the hearthrug with
his head against her knees, feeling himself like Love in the picture,
forever shut out. The soul had vanished from his glorious day. He was
hoping that Hal would go; she didn’t seem to belong to him while
he stayed. Lunch went by, tea came, and still he stayed. A blind
forlornness filled his mind that he couldn’t be a man. In spite of her
caresses he felt in his heart that all her promises had been pretense.
Not until night had fallen and she got into the cab to take him home did
he have her to himself. The lamps stared out on the snow like two great
eyes. Once again it was a faery world of mysterious hints and shadows.
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