For many months, as far as Orchid Lodge was concerned, Vashti’s memory
was a hand clapped over the mouth of laughter. Harriet broke dishes now
only by accident and never in temper. She went about her work without
singing. Mrs. Sheerug put away her gay green mantle; after Hal left, she
dressed in black. She spoke less about men being shiftless creatures.
If she caught herself doing it from habit, she stopped sharply, fearing
lest she should be suspected of accusing some one man. Her great theme
nowadays was the blighting influence of selfishness. She was always on
the look-out for signs of selfishness in Teddy. Once, at parting with
him, she refrained from the usual gift of money, saying, “My dear,
beware of selfishness. I’m afraid you come here not because you love me,
but for what you can get” She spent much of her time in covering page
after page of foreign notepaper in the spare-room where the gilded harp
stood against the window. She did it in the spare-room because, if it so
happened that she wanted to cry, no one could see her there. Questioned
by careless persons about Hal, she would answer, “He’s gone to America.
He’s doing splendidly. He’ll be back some time. No, I can’t say when.”
Her other two children, Ruddy and Madge, didn’t interest her
particularly. Ruddy was redheaded and always pulling things to pieces
to see how they worked. Madge was twenty, a cross girl who loved animals
and pretended to hate men.
When at the end of two months the portrait came back from the gallery,
a dispute arose which brought home to Teddy the way in which Vashti was
regarded. She had written none of the promised letters, so Jimmie Boy
didn’t know her address. He might have asked Mrs. Sheerug, but the
matter was too delicate. He made up his mind to hang the picture in his
house and had set about doing so, when Dearie put her foot down.
“I won’t have it.”
“But it’s my best work. What’s got into your head, Dearie, to make you
so prudish? You might as well object to all Romney’s Lady Hamiltons
because she----”
“Lady Hamilton’s dead. Romney wasn’t my husband, and Nelson’s mother
wasn’t my friend.”
Dearie was obstinate and so, as though it were something shameful,
Vashti’s portrait was carried down to the stable. There, among the dust
and cobwebs, with its face to the wall like a naughty child, _The Garden
Enclosed_ was forbidden the sunlight. Only Teddy gave it a respite from
its penance when, having made certain that he was unobserved, he lifted
it out to gaze at it. But because she never wrote to him, he went to
gaze at it less and less. Little by little she became a beautiful and
doubtful memory. He learnt to smile at his wistful faery story, as only
a child can smile at his former childishness.
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