Smith and the Pharaohs, and other TalesHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
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Smith and the Pharaohs, and other Tales
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Adventure stories, English; Fantasy fiction, English; Short stories, English
“Why should I? What good did she ever do you? She pretended to be such
a saint, but she hated you, and small wonder, seeing what you were. Why
she even died to be rid of you. Oh, I know all about it, and you told
me as much yourself. If my child is ever born I hope for your sake it
will be such another as you are, or as I am. You can take your
choice,” and with a glare of hate she rushed from the room.
On a table near the fireplace stood spirits. The maddened husband went
to them, filled a tumbler half full with brandy, added a little water
and drank it off.
He poured more brandy into the glass and began to think. To Barbara his
mind was as an open book and she read what was passing there. What she
saw were such thoughts as these: “My only comfort, and yet till
within two years ago, whatever else I did, I never touched drink. I
swore to my mother that I never would, and had she been alive
to-day——. But Bess always liked her glass, and drinking alone is no
company. Ah! if my mother had lived everything would have been
different, for I outgrew the bad fit and might have become quite a
decent fellow. But then I met Bess again by chance, and she had the old
hold on me, and there was none to keep me back, and she knew how to play
her fish until I married her. The old aunt never found it out. If she
had I shouldn’t have 8,000 pounds a year to-day. I lied to her about
that, and I wonder what she thinks of me now, if she can think where
she is gone. I wonder what my mother thinks also, and my father, who
was a good man by all accounts, though nobody seems to remember much
about him. Supposing that they could see me now, supposing that they
could have been at that supper party and witnessed the conjugal
interview between me and the female creature who is my legal wife, what
would they think? Well, they are dead and can’t, for the dead don’t
come back. The dead are just a few double handfuls of dirt, no more,
and since no doubt I shall join them before very long, I thank God for
it, or rather I would if there were a God to thank. Here’s to the
company of the Dead who will never hear or see or feel anything more
from everlasting to everlasting. Amen.”
Then he drank off the second half tumbler of brandy, hid his face in his
hands and began to sob, muttering:
“Mother, why did you leave me? Oh, mother, come back to me, mother,
and save my soul from hell!”
Barbara and Anthony awoke from their dream of the dreadful earth and
looked into each other’s hearts.
“It is true,” said their hearts, which could not lie, and with
those words all the glory of their state faded to a grey nothingness.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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