Smith and the Pharaohs, and other TalesHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
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Smith and the Pharaohs, and other Tales
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Adventure stories, English; Fantasy fiction, English; Short stories, English
“You have seen and heard,” said Barbara. “It was my sin which
has brought this misery on our son, who, had I lived on, might have been
saved. Now through me he is lost, who step by step of his own will must
travel downwards to the last depth, and thence, perhaps, never be
raised again. This is the thing that I have done, yes, I whom blind
judges in the world held to be good.”
“I have seen and heard,” he answered, “and joy has departed
from me. Yet what wrong have you worked, who did not know?”
“Come, my father,” called Barbara to that spirit who in the flesh
had been named Septimus Walrond, “come, you who are holy, and pray
that light may be given to us.”
So he came and prayed and from the Heavens above fell a vision in answer
to his prayer. The vision was that of the fate of the soul of the son
of Anthony and Barbara through a thousand, thousand ages that were to
come, and it was a dreadful fate.
“Pray again, my father,” said Barbara, “and ask if it may be
changed.”
So the spirit of Septimus Walrond prayed, and the spirits of his
daughters and of the daughter of Anthony and Barbara prayed with him.
Together they kneeled and prayed to the Glory that shone above.
There came another vision, that of a little child leading a man by the
hand, and the child was Barbara and the man was he who had been her
son. By a long and difficult path—upwards, ever upwards—she led
him, and the end of that path was not seen.
Then these spirits prayed that the meaning of this vision might be made
more clear. But to that prayer there came no answer.
Barbara went apart into a wilderness where thorns grew and there endured
the agony of temptation. On the one hand lay the pure life of joy
which, like the difficult path that had been shown to her, led upwards,
ever upwards to yet greater joy, shared with those she loved. On the
other hand lay the seething hell of Earth, to be once more endured
through many mortal years and—a soul to save alive. None might
counsel her, none might direct her. She must choose and choose alone.
Not in fear of punishment, for this was not possible to her. Not in
hope of glory, for that she must inherit, but only for the hope’s
sake that she might—save a soul alive.
Out of her deep heart’s infinite love and charity thus she chose in
atonement of her mortal sin. And as she chose the great arc of Heaven
above her, that had been grey and silent, burst to splendour and to
song.
So Barbara for a while bade farewell to those who loved her, bade
farewell to Anthony her heart’s heart. Once more, alone, utterly
alone, she laid her on the couch in the great chamber with the
translucent dome and thence her spirit was whirled back through
nothingness to the hell of Earth, there to be born again in the child
of the evil woman, that it might save a soul alive.
Thus did the sweet and holy Barbara—Barbara who came back—in
atonement of her sin.
For her reward, as she fights on in hope, she has memory and such
visions as are written here.
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