Bildungsromans; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Gamblers -- Family relationships -- Fiction
She urged the horses on, refusing to confess to herself her dread of the
destination which they were approaching. Lights now, in the houses along
the way, and those houses closer together. She wrapped the reins around
the whip, and holding the sleeping boy with one hand reached beneath the
seat with the other for the coat of sacking. This she placed around him
snugly, folded an empty sack for a pillow, and lifting the boy in her
arms laid him gently on the lumpy bed formed by the bags of potatoes
piled up just behind the seat in the back of the wagon. So the boy
slept. Night had come on.
The figure of the woman drooped a little now as the old wagon creaked on
toward Chicago. A very small figure in the black dress and a shawl over
her shoulders. She had taken off her old black felt hat. The breeze
ruffled her hair that was fine and soft, and it made a little halo about
the white face that gleamed almost luminously in the darkness as she
turned it up toward the sky.
“I’ll sleep out with Sobig in the wagon. It won’t hurt either of us. It
will be warm in town, there in the Haymarket. Twenty-five cents—maybe
fifty for the two of us, in the rooming house. Fifty cents just to
sleep. It takes hours of work in the fields to make fifty cents.”
She was sleepy now. The night air was deliciously soft and soothing. In
her nostrils was the smell of the fields, of grass dew-wet, of damp
dust, of cattle; the pungent prick of goldenrod, and occasionally a
scented wave that meant wild phlox in a near-by ditch. She sniffed all
this gratefully, her mind and body curiously alert to sounds, scents,
forms even, in the darkness. She had suffered much in the past week; had
eaten and slept but little. Had known terror, bewilderment, agony,
shock. Now she was relaxed, receptive, a little light-headed perhaps,
what with under-feeding and tears and over-work. The racking process had
cleared brain and bowels; had washed her spiritually clean; had
quickened her perceptions abnormally. Now she was like a delicate and
sensitive electric instrument keyed to receive and register; vibrating
to every ether wave.
She drove along in the dark, a dowdy farm woman in shapeless garments;
just a bundle on the rickety seat of a decrepit truck wagon. The boy
slept on his hard lumpy bed like the little vegetable that he was. The
farm lights went out. The houses were blurs in the black. The lights of
the city came nearer. She was thinking clearly, if disconnectedly,
without bitterness, without reproach.
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