Bildungsromans; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Gamblers -- Family relationships -- Fiction
“My father was wrong. He said that life was a great adventure—a fine
show. He said the more things that happen to you the richer you are,
even if they’re not pleasant things. That’s living, he said. No matter
what happens to you, good or bad, it’s just so much—what was that word
he used?—so much—oh, yes—‘velvet.’ Just so much velvet. Well, it
isn’t true. He had brains, and charm, and knowledge and he died in a
gambling house, shot while looking on at some one else who was to have
been killed. . . . Now we’re on the cobblestones. Will Dirk wake up? My
little So Big. . . . No, he’s asleep. Asleep on a pile of potato sacks
because his mother thought that life was a grand adventure—a fine
show—and that you took it as it came. A lie! I’ve taken it as it came
and made the best of it. That isn’t the way. You take the best, and make
the most of it . . . Thirty-fifth Street, that was. Another hour and a
half to reach the Haymarket. . . . I’m not afraid. After all, you just
sell your vegetables for what you can get. . . . Well, it’s going to be
different with him. I mustn’t call him Sobig any more. He doesn’t like
it. Dirk. That’s a fine name. Dirk DeJong. . . . No drifting along for
him. I’ll see that he starts with a plan, and follows it. He’ll have
every chance. Every chance. Too late for me, now, but he’ll be
different. . . . Twenty-second Street . . . Twelfth . . . Look at all
the people! . . . I’m enjoying this. No use denying it. I’m enjoying
this. Just as I enjoyed driving along with Klaas Pool that evening,
years and years ago. Scared, but enjoying it. Perhaps I oughtn’t to
be—but that’s hypocritical and sneaking. Why not, if I really do enjoy
it! I’ll wake him. . . . Dirk! Dirk, we’re almost there. Look at all the
people, and the lights. We’re almost there.”
The boy awoke, raised himself from his bed of sacking, looked about,
blinked, sank back again and curled into a ball. “Don’t want to see the
lights . . . people . . .”
He was asleep again. Selina guided the horses skilfully through the
downtown streets. She looked about with wide ambient eyes. Other wagons
passed her. There was a line of them ahead of her. The men looked at her
curiously. They called to one another, and jerked a thumb in her
direction, but she paid no heed. She decided, though, to have the boy on
the seat beside her. They were within two blocks of the Haymarket, on
Randolph Street.
“Dirk! Come, now. Come up here with mother.” Grumbling, he climbed to
the seat, yawned, smacked his lips, rubbed his knuckles into his eyes.
“What are we here for?”
“So we can sell the garden truck and earn money.”
“What for?”
“To send you to school to learn things.”
“That’s funny. I go to school already.”
“A different school. A big school.”
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