England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Social aspects -- England -- Fiction
"Carrie wasn't noticeable either," Tietjens said. "She did Charity
Organisation Society work. . . . But I remember: you didn't like her.
She was the born old maid. . . ."
"Christopher!" Sylvia asked, "do you still think your mother died of a
broken heart because I left you?"
Tietjens said:
"Good God; no. I never thought so and I don't think so. I _know_ she
didn't."
"_Then_!" Sylvia exclaimed, "she died of a broken heart because I came
back. . . . It's no good protesting that you don't think so. I remember
your face when you opened the telegram at Lobscheid. Miss Wannop
forwarded it from Rye. I remember the postmark. She was born to do me
ill. The moment you got it I could see you thinking that you must
conceal from me that you thought it was because of me she died. I could
see you wondering if it wouldn't be practicable to conceal from me that
she was dead. You couldn't, of course, do that because, you remember, we
were to have gone to Wiesbaden and show ourselves; and we couldn't do
that because we should have to be in mourning. So you took me to Russia
to get out of taking me to the funeral."
"I took you to Russia," Tietjens said. "I remember it all now--because I
had an order from Sir Robert Ingleby to assist the British
Consul-General in preparing a Blue Book statistical table of the
Government of Kiev. . . . It appeared to be the most industrially
promising region in the world in those days. It isn't now, naturally. I
shall never see back a penny of the money I put into it. I thought I was
clever in those days. . . . And of course, yes, the money was my
mother's settlement. It comes back . . . yes, of course. . . ."
"Did you," Sylvia asked, "get out of taking me to your mother's funeral
because you thought I should defile your mother's corpse by my presence?
Or because you were afraid that in the presence of your mother's body
you wouldn't be able to conceal from me that you thought I killed
her? . . . Don't deny it. And don't get out of it by saying that you can't
remember those days. You're remembering now: that I killed your mother:
that Miss Wannop sent the telegram--why don't you score it against her
that she sent the news? . . . Or, good God, why don't you score it
against yourself, as the wrath of the Almighty, that your mother was
dying while you and that girl were croodling over each other? . . . At
Rye! Whilst I was at Lobscheid. . . ."
Tietjens wiped his brow with his handkerchief.
"Well, let's drop that," Sylvia said. "God knows I've no right to put a
spoke in that girl's wheel or in yours. If you love each other you've a
right to happiness and I daresay she'll make you happy. I can't divorce
you, being a Catholic; but I won't make it difficult for you other ways,
and self-contained people like you and her will manage somehow. You'll
have learned the way from Macmaster and his mistress. . . . But, oh,
Christopher Tietjens, have you ever considered how foully you've used
_me_!"
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