Some eminent Victorians: Personal recollections in the world of art and lettersCarr, J. Comyns (Joseph Comyns)
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Some eminent Victorians: Personal recollections in the world of art and letters
Carr, J. Comyns (Joseph Comyns)
Art, Victorian; English literature -- 19th century; Great Britain -- Intellectual life -- 19th century
It may seem foolish to suppose that any one could derive amusement from
a day so idly spent, but those who risk this assumption labour under the
misfortune of not having known Toole. His gaiety, when he was in the
right mood, was infectious and irresistible, and yet, like all men of
such exuberant high spirits, he was subject at times to moods of the
deepest depression, moods which grew upon him in those sadder and later
days of his life when he was deprived of the constant companionship of
his comrades, which meant to him all in all. But even his most sorrowful
moments sometimes yielded, on the sudden call of a remembered incident,
to a quick recovery of the laughter that he loved, and the
unpremeditated juxtaposition of feelings which he exhibited on such
occasions was sometimes almost grotesque in their contrast.
I remember on the death of his wife he asked me if I would drive with
him to the funeral, and I called for him at his house in Maida Vale,
where we sat silently side by side in the little room adjoining the hall
awaiting the arrival of the carriage. The tears were slowly coursing
down his cheek, and I knew that many painful memories were thronging his
brain, for his son and his daughter had already passed away, and by this
final loss the last link with his domestic life was severed. And yet
suddenly, as we were sitting there, a smile flitted across his face, and
a laughing light came into those affectionate brown eyes that only a
moment before had been filled with tears.
“I don’t know why it has come into my mind now, Joe,” he said; “I
suppose it ought not to, but I must tell you. I was having dinner once
at Dumfries in a company of commercial travellers, and before the covers
were removed the chairman rose and said, ‘Mr. Macfarlane, as you are
nearest the window, perhaps you will ask God’s blessing on this feast.’”
This little incident may be taken as entirely typical of the man,
typical of his absolute simplicity, of his total inability to range his
feelings with the ordered decorum which conventional propriety demands.
In another moment he was back again amid the more painful memories of
his life, and within a few minutes we were on our way to the cemetery.
Numberless occasions of idle hours spent in Toole’s company I could
recall, but they must all be shorn of the presence of the comedian
himself, whose incomparable temperament as a humorist gave them point
and zest. One day I remember, a day of an early spring, he had a fancy
that we should journey towards Hampstead, and accordingly we drove till
we reached the well-known tea-gardens of the Spaniard’s Inn on the road
towards Highgate. The gardens were deserted, and a bleak wind was
blowing through the empty bowers, inhabited on that morning only by a
little boy who, with a small and, as it seemed to us, inadequate little
broom, was dusting the seats in preparation for the influx of visitors
that would come later in the season.
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