A one-night’s test, however, is no test at all; there is no reason
to suppose apparitions are always to be seen by man; as yet we know
absolutely nothing of the powers or conditions regulating their
appearances, and it is surely feasible that the unknown controlling
elements of one night may have been completely altered, may even have
ceased to exist by the next. At all events, that was my opinion. I was
by no means daunted at a single failure. But it was impossible to get
any one to accompany me. The sceptic is so boastfully eager by day.
“Ghosts,” he sneers, “what are ghosts? Indigestion and imagination!
I’ll challenge you to show me the house I wouldn’t sleep in alone!
Ghosts indeed! Give me a poker or a shovel and I will scare away the
lot of them.” And when you do show him the house he always has a prior
engagement, or else the weather is too cold, or he has too much work
to do next day, or it isn’t really worth the trouble, or--well! he is
sure to have some very plausible excuse; at least, that has been my
invariable experience.
There is no greater coward than the sceptic, and so, unable to procure
a friend for the occasion, I did without one; neither did I have the
key of the house, but--taking French leave--gained admittance through a
window.
It was horribly dark and lonely, and although on the former occasion I
did not feel the presence of the superphysical, I did so now, the very
moment I crossed the threshold. Striking a light, I looked around me: I
was in the damp and mouldy den that served as a kitchen; outside I saw
the moon reflected on the black and silent water.
A long and sleek cockroach disappeared leisurely in a hole in the
skirting as I flashed my light in its direction, and I thought I
detected the movement of a rat or some large animal in the cupboard at
the foot of the stairs. I forthwith commenced a search--the cupboard was
empty. I must have been mistaken. For some minutes I stood in no little
perplexity as to my next move. Where should I go? Where ought I to go
if my adventure were to prove successful?
I glanced at the narrow, tortuous staircase winding upwards into the
grim possibilities of the deserted hall and landings--and--my courage
failed.
Here, at least, I was safe! Should the Unknown approach me, I could
escape by the same window through which I had entered. I felt I dare
not! I really COULD not go any further. Seized with a sudden panic at
nothing more substantial than my own thoughts, I was groping my way
backwards to the window when a revulsion of feeling made me pause.
If all men were poltroons, how much would humanity ever know of the
Occult? We should leave off where we began, and it had ever been my
ambition to go--FURTHER.
My self-respect returning, I felt in my pocket for pencil, notebook and
revolver, and trimming my lamp I mounted the stairs.
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