People could take him for what he was--or what they thought he was.
He was not personally assertive, although he fully knew his own
opinion upon any subject to which he had given thought. He did not
consider it necessary to tell every person who interviewed him, or
show them by his manner, that he was really too busy with weighty
affairs to give their own little matter its proper attention. He
seldom cared what people thought of him as long as he impressed them
with his honesty of purpose, and that he was in earnest.
That is, he had seldom cared until now. But he confessed to himself,
in the secrecy of his inner thoughts and the privacy of his
stateroom, that he was desirous of having at least one person aboard
the _Minnequago_ think of him as being every whit as good as he
really was, if not a little better.
When a man's hard hit, that is about his first thought. He wants the
woman to think of him as the finest and best who has ever crossed her
path. And before bumping into Miss Mont as he boarded the ship, he
had actually never looked twice at a woman.
She was a good sailor, and he had crossed back and forth so many
times that he was only seasick when the Old Salt in the story was
ill--on the occasion "that the ship went down and all hands were
lost."
Ryder accepted his fate manfully on that very first time that they
paced the deck together. It was not easy for Ryder to admit that he
had met and fallen in love with a woman at first sight. It was
opposed to all his well-established theories. At his age he
considered himself case-proof.
Yet never had a woman impressed him as did Miss Mont. When they
became so quickly such very good friends and she showed plainly that
she enjoyed his society, and even took him into her confidence with
little urging on his part, Ryder began to see that he would be
tempting Providence if he went ashore at New York without letting her
know just how he felt toward her.
He had nobody to consider in this matter but himself; he had no
family. Miss Mont, she said, was in a similar situation.
She had been adopted by people in Manchester when she was a small
child and had lived with them as their daughter until these foster
parents died.
Other children had come into the family after her adoption, and they
did not look kindly upon the alien. So Miss Mont had come away.
"I do not know much about my own people," she told Ryder. "Only that
my mother and father are both dead. There were several of us
children. We were parceled out like a brood of puppies. I know
nothing now about my brothers and sisters."
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