"MY DEAR EUGÉNIE,--Certainly much time has elapsed since I
received any news from you or you from me; I ought to confess
that I am very culpable, and that upon me should rest the fault
of the silence which ought never to exist between us. It is time
at last to break it, and to repair our forgetfulness, or rather
mine, by an assiduous correspondence which should place us in
that intimate relationship which ought always to exist between a
brother and a sister; that is to say, that we come near to each
other, notwithstanding the distance which separates us, and make
ourselves enjoy a conversation all the more sweet that distance
throws a double interest on what we tell to the cherished object.
"My dear Eugénie, the lines which I am going to write will
astonish you without doubt; the conduct which I have maintained
towards you up to the present presaged nothing like what you are
going to read, but be persuaded that I speak to you sincerely;
your surprise, I believe, will be agreeable. Up to now I have
shown you little confidence; but why, you will say? The reason of
it is not in my heart; woe to me that there was ever the least
_éloignement_ for you! It is the fickleness of the age, it is
this continual distraction, heritage of infancy, which follows us
to that age where reflection takes the place of sports, and casts
the first clouds on the face where there have shone, up to that
time only, the candour of innocence and the expression of
happiness. But here I am arrived at an age where childhood is for
me only a dream; all the illusions of life have disappeared, and
sad realities have taken their place. It is then that one is no
longer sufficient for himself; it is then that the man who grows
pale with dread, and who feels, so to speak, his knees to sink
under him in view of the path of life, of that rough road where
'they climb rather than march'; it is then, say I, that man has
need of a support, of a helpful arm which sustains him in the
trials that he is about to undergo. This want manifested itself to
me as soon as, casting a look upon the future, I saw myself alone
ready to face so many dangers. Then my heart immediately fixed
upon you; and can one indeed find a better friend than a sister
such as you are? Be willing, then, henceforth to be a great deal
my confidant, and help me with your advice and your friendship.
But you will say, 'Ought you to have any other confidant than a
father? Is it not he who ought to be the depository of all your
secrets?' You may well believe that I have made this reflection;
but papa is so sensitive, he is affected with so little a thing
that I would never dare tell him all that passes within me. Then
you are the one of all the family whose character is the most
conformed to mine, so much I have been able to judge by your
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