pieces of verse, all stamped with a sweet reverie, with a
sensitiveness, with a tinge of melancholy in fine which makes, I
believe, the foundation of my character.
"This expression, so far as I can judge of it, will have caused
you some surprise; but this is what I wish to say: I was only
fourteen years old when I quitted you--at that age one knows one's
self, so to speak, only by sight--my reason was not sufficiently
developed, nor capable of an examination sufficiently serious to
lay hold upon the traits of your character. I do not believe that
you were any more able well to know me, because I was too young to
have a decided character. But how many changes have four years
brought? What revulsions in this poor heart. People generally
believe that I am light, frolicsome, playful, or, at least, such
was the opinion that they had of me when I quitted the country;
but my character has taken a turn quite different. I am able to
say even that it is completely changed, and that there remains for
me nothing of my childhood.
"But as the development of a character demands details which could
not be given in this letter, I will make my following letters the
subject of it. I will trace for you the history of my heart since
the age when one begins to reflect to the present; I will make
known to you my sensations, my reflections, and what habitually
occupies my thoughts. I dare believe that these details will not
be without interest for you; and I invite you to make me share
also all that passes within you, if that does not weary you. For
myself, it seems to me that we should be able to have a most
interesting correspondence; for I believe that, in order to love
one another, it is necessary perfectly to know each other; and I
conceive no greater charm in life than that converse of two hearts
who pour continually into each other all their secrets, all their
feelings. We will converse also of literature, for it is the only
thing, after friendship, which can make an agreeable diversion
from the bustle and from the weariness of life; it is the only
thing which can console us in our misfortunes and give vigour to
our dejected soul. Give me books and plunge me in a dungeon,
provided that I can there see clearly enough to read them, I
should know how to console myself for the loss of my liberty. You
will think, perhaps, that that is pushing the thing a little too
far; but it is to make you feel that books can take the place of
many things for him who knows how to love them."
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