Mimi.
"_18th._--I am furious with the grey cat. This naughty animal
has just carried off a little pigeon that I was trying to
re-animate by the corner of the fire. It was beginning to revive,
poor creature! I wanted to tame it--it would have loved me; and,
behold! all the fond hope scraunched by a cat. How many are the
disappointments of life! This event, and all those of the day,
have happened in the kitchen. I remain there all the morning and a
part of the evening while I am without Mimi. It is necessary to
look after the cook. Papa sometimes comes down, and I read to him
by the oven, or the corner of the fire, some pieces from 'The
Antiquities of the Anglo-Saxon Church,' This great book astonished
Pierril. 'What words there are there!' he exclaimed. This child is
quite droll. One evening he asked me if the soul was immortal;
afterwards what was a philosopher. We were on great questions, as
you see. Upon my replying that a philosopher was a person wise and
learned, 'Then, mademoiselle,' said he, 'you are a philosopher.'
This was said with an air of _naïveté_ and of freshness which
might have flattered Socrates, but which made me laugh so much
that my gravity as catechist went for the night. This child has
left us lately, to his great regret; the term was up on St.
Brice's day. Now he goes with a little pig seeking truffles. If he
comes by here I shall ask him if he sees in me yet a philosophic
look.
"With whom do you think I spent this morning by the corner of the
kitchen fire? With Plato. I durst not say it, but he came under my
notice, and I wanted to make his acquaintance. I am only at the
earliest pages. He seems to me to be admirable, this Plato; but I
find in him a singular idea. He places health before beauty in the
list of the good things which God gives us. If he had consulted a
woman Plato would not have written that! Do you think it good?
Remembering that _I am a philosopher_, I am rather of his opinion.
When one is very ill in bed, one would willingly sacrifice
complexion or beautiful eyes in order to recover health and enjoy
sunshine. When I was a child I should have wished to be beautiful;
I dreamed only of beauty, because I said to myself, Mamma would
love me more. Thanks to God, that age of infancy has passed, and I
enjoy no other beauty than that of the soul. Perhaps even in that
I am a child, as formerly: I should wish to resemble the angels.
That also might be displeasing to God, for it is also that one
might be loved more. What things come to me if it were not
necessary to leave you! But my chaplet, I must say it. The night
has come; I like to finish the day in prayer.
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