"_20th._--I love the snow. This white expanse is something
celestial. The mire, the naked earth displeases me, saddens me;
to-day I perceive only the trace of the roads and the footmarks of
the little birds. Softly as they alight, they leave their little
traces, which make a thousand figures upon the snow. It is pretty
to see the little red claws, which as crayons of coral design
them. The winter has its beautiful things, its adorning. We find
charms everywhere when we learn to see them. _God sheds grace
and beauty everywhere._ I must now go to see what there is
pleasant at the corner of the kitchen-fire; sparks if I wish. This
is only a little good-morning I am saying to the snow and to you
on jumping out of bed.
"It has been necessary to prepare an extra dish for Sauveur
Roquier, who has come to see us. It was ham, cured in sugar, over
which the poor boy licked his lips. Good things do not often come
to his mouth; it is therefore that I wish to treat him well. It
seems to me that it is to the destitute we should give
attention--humanity, charity tell us so.
"No reading to-day. I have made a hood for a little one, which has
taken all my time. But provided one works, whether it be with the
head or the fingers, it is quite equal in the eyes of God, who
takes account of every work done in His name. I hope, then, that
my hood will take the place of a charity. I have given my time,
together with a little skin from my fingers which the needle has
taken off, as well as a thousand interesting lines that I should
have _been_ able to read. The day before yesterday papa brought me
from Clairac 'Ivanhoe' and 'The Age of Louis XIV.' Here is
provision for some of the long winter evenings.
"It is I who am the reader, but by fits and starts. It is
sometimes a key that is wanted, a thousand things, often myself,
and the book is closed for a moment. Ah! Mimin, when will you
return to help the poor housekeeper, by whom you are wanted every
moment? Have I told you that yesterday I had news of her at the
market of C----, where I went? What yawns I left upon that poor
balcony! At last the letter of Mimi arrived, quite on purpose to
relieve my weariness, and it was the only pleasant thing I saw at
C----.
"I put nothing here yesterday; a blank page is better than
trivialities, and I should not have been able to say anything
else. I was tired, I was sleepy. To-day it is much better; I have
seen the snow come and go. Since I got my dinner a fine sun has
shone; no more snow; at present the black, the ugly reappear. What
shall I see to-morrow morning? Who knows? The face of the world
changes so quickly!"
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