"It was on July 8, twenty days from our leaving Paris, at nearly
six o'clock in the evening, that we came in sight of Le Cayla, the
land of hope, the resting-place of our poor invalid. His thoughts
had been there only, as the one place on earth, for a long time. I
never saw in him a more ardent desire, and it grew more and more
keen as we approached. One might have said that he was in a hurry
to arrive, to be in time to die there. Had he any presentiment of
his end? In the first transports of joy at the sight of Le Cayla,
he pressed the hand of Erembert, who was by his side. He made a
sign to us all as of a discovery, to me who had never less emotion
of pleasure. I was contemplating sorrowfully everything in this
sad return, even my sister, and my father, who were at some little
distance, coming to meet us. Distressing meeting! My father was
dismayed; Marie wept at seeing Maurice. He was so changed, so
wasted, so pale, so shaky upon his horse, that he hardly seemed
alive. It was terrifying. The journey had killed him. If the
thought of arriving had not sustained him, I doubt whether he
would have accomplished it. You know something of what he had to
suffer, poor dear martyr! He embraced his father and his sister
without showing himself to be much moved. At the first sight of
the chateau he seemed in a sort of ecstasy; the perturbation that
it caused him was unique, and must have exhausted all his faculty
of sensation; I never saw him so keenly touched by anything again.
He, however, affectionately greeted the reapers who were cutting
our wheat, shook hands with some of them, and with all the
servants who gathered round us.
"When we came to the salon: 'Ah, how nice it is here,' said he,
sitting down on the couch, and he again embraced my father. We
were all regarding him with content. It was still a family joy.
His wife went to do some unpacking; I took her place beside him,
and kissing him on the brow, which I had not done for a long time,
said, 'How well you look! You will quickly recover here.' '_I hope
so_--I am at home.' 'Let your wife also consider herself as at
home; make her understand that she is one of the family, and do as
in her own house.' 'No doubt, no doubt.' I do not remember what
other things we said in those moments while we were alone.
Caroline came down, supper was announced, which Maurice found
delicious. He ate of everything with appetite. 'Ah!' he said to
Marie, 'your cooking is excellent.'
"My God! what followed takes hold of my heart. My life is there
only.
"I have a future only by faith, by bonds which are attached to
Maurice, and from him to the skies....
"But let us return to his life--to the last and precious
recollections of it which are left to me.
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