"We hoped much from the climate, from his native air, and from the
warm temperature of our South. The second day from our arrival it
was cold; the invalid felt it, and had shiverings. His finger-ends
were like ice. I saw clearly that there was not the improvement we
had hoped, that he could not recover so quickly whilst these
attacks returned. There was no fever after, and the doctor
reassured us. These doctors are often deceived, or deceivers. We
induced the invalid not to leave his room the following day,
attributing the chill he had taken to the coldness of the salon.
He resigned himself, as he always did, though somewhat
unwillingly, to what we wished; but it was so dull up there, and
it became so warm by-and-bye, that I myself invited him to come
down. 'Oh! yes,' he said, 'Here I am far from everybody. There is
more life below with you all, and then there is the terrace. I
will go there to take a walk. Let us go down.' That terrace
especially drew him to enjoy the outside air, the sun, and that
beautiful nature which he so much loved. I believe it was on that
day that he pulled some weeds round the pomegranate tree, and dug
some feet of Peruvian lilies. Assisted by his wife he stretched a
wire along the wall for the jasmine and creepers. That appeared to
amuse him. "So each day I will try my strength a little," said he,
on returning indoors. He never went out again. The weakness
increased, the least movement fatigued him. He only left his
armchair by necessity, or to take a few steps, at the prayer of
his wife, who tried everything to draw him from his lethargy. She
sang, she played, and all often without effect--at least, I was
not able to see any impression. He remained the same to
everything, his head leaning upon the side of his chair, his eyes
closed. He had, however, some better times some brief periods in
which there were flashes towards life. It was in one of these
moments that he went to the piano and played an air--poor air,
which I shall have in my heart always.
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