The same day, on leaving him, I sent you a bulletin.
"We thought him very weak; however, I hoped always. I had written
to the Prince of Hohenlohe. I expected a miracle. His cough was
easier, his appetite sustained him. The fatal evening he yet dined
with us: the last family dinner! There were some figs which he
wished for, and which I was unkind enough to forbid; but the
others having approved, he ate one, which did him neither good nor
harm, and I was saved from the bitterness of having deprived him
of something. I wish to tell everything, to preserve every
incident of his last moments, much grieved not to remember more. A
word that he said to my father has stayed with me. My poor father
returned from Gaillac quite hot, with his medicines. When Maurice
saw him he said, holding out his hand to him, 'One must confess
that you love your children well,' And, indeed, my father did love
him well! A little time after the poor invalid, rising with
difficulty from his chair to go into the adjoining room, 'I am
very low,' he said, speaking as to himself. I heard him, that
sentence of death from his mouth, without answering a word,
without, perhaps, quite believing it. But I was struck. In the
evening they carried him with his chair into his room. While he
was going to bed I talked with Erembert: 'He is very feeble
to-night, but his chest is freer, the cough is gone. If we can get
on to the month of October he will be saved.' It was the 18th
July, at ten o'clock at night. He had a bad night. I heard his
wife speak to him, rising often. All was heard in my room--I
listened to all. I went soon in the morning to see him, and his
look struck me. It was a fixed look. 'What does it mean?' I said
to the doctor, who came early. 'It means that Maurice is worse.'
Ah, my God! Erembert went to tell my father, who came quickly. He
went immediately out, and consulted with the doctor, who had told
him it was necessary to think of the last sacraments. The Curé was
sent for, also my sister, who was at church. My father begged the
doctor, M. Facien, to prepare Caroline for the terrible tidings.
He took her apart. I went to join her immediately, and found her
all in tears. I heard her say, 'I knew it.' She knew that he must
die! 'For three months I have been preparing myself for this
sacrifice.' Thus the stroke of death did not terrify her, but she
was disconsolate.
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