"I wish to tell you, also, how much this dear brother has given me
consolation in regard to his Christian sentiments. This dates, not
from his last days only; he had kept Easter at Paris. At the
beginning of Lent he wrote to me: 'The Abbé Buquel came to see me;
to-morrow he will come again to talk with me as you desired.' Dear
friend! Yes, I had desired that for his happiness, and he had done
it for mine, not conceding for complacency, but doing it from
_conviction_; he was incapable of the appearance of an act of
faith. I have seen him alone at Tours, in his room on Sunday
reading prayers. For some time he had enjoyed works of piety, and
I have been thankful that I left with him Saint Theresa and
Fénélon, which have done him much good. God ceased not to inspire
me for him. So I had the fancy to bring for the journey a good
little book, pious and charming to read, translated from the
Italian--'Father Quadrupani'--which gave him much pleasure. From
time to time he asked me to read him a few pages: 'Read me a
little of Quadrupani.' He listened with attention, then signed to
me when he had had enough, reflected thereon, closed his eyes and
rested, impressing upon his mind the sweet and comforting holy
thoughts. Thus every day at Cayla we read to him some sermons of
Bossuet and some passages from 'The Imitation of Christ.' He also
wished to have some entertaining reading, and having nothing new
in our library, we began Scott's 'Old Mortality.' He went through
one volume with some appearance of interest, and then gave it up.
He was soon fatigued with anything; we did not know what to do in
order to divert him. Visits brought him little relief; he talked
only with his doctor--a man of intelligence, who pleased the
invalid and sustained his interest. I noticed these moral
influences, and even in his greatest prostration that intelligent
nature rose up with every kindred touch. Thus the evening, or
evening but one, before his death he laughed heartily at your
_feuilleton_, so pleasantly witty: _Il faut que jeunesse se
passe_, with which he was charmed. He wished to have it read over
again: 'Write to d'Aurevilly,' he said to me, 'and tell him it is
a long time since I have laughed as I have just done.' Alas! he
laughed no more! You gave him the last intellectual pleasure that
he had. Everything was enjoyable that came to him from you.
Friendship was the sweetest and strongest of his sentiments, that
which he felt the most deeply, of which he loved best to speak,
and which, I can say, he has taken with him to the tomb. _Oh! yes,
he loved you to the end._ I do not know on what occasion, being
alone with him, speaking of you, I said to him: 'Do you like me to
write to your friend?' '_Do I like it?_' he said, with his heart
in his voice.
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