"MADAM,--Your Majesty is already acquainted with my misfortune by
the letter which I had the honour to address to you yesterday
under cover of the King. I have scarcely strength to trace these
lines; my situation is entitled to commiseration. It is not the
King's menaces, strong as they were, that have obtained my
submission to the will of His Majesty; an interest more dear has
determined me to the sacrifice. Hitherto I have been the innocent
cause of the pains your Majesty has endured. My too feeling heart
was violently affected at the picture your Majesty gave me of your
troubles. My mother wished to suffer for me. Is it not more
natural that I should sacrifice myself for her, and put a final
stop to the fatal disunion of the family? Could I have hesitated a
moment between my brother's misfortune and his pardon? What
horrible projects have been disclosed to me in regard to him! I
shudder as I think of them. Whatever I could have advanced against
the proposal of the King has been reflected on beforehand. You
yourself have proposed the Prince of Baireuth as a suitable match
for me, and you seemed satisfied if I married him; I, therefore,
cannot imagine that you will disapprove of my resolution.
Necessity is a hard law; all my entreaties for leave to obtain
first the consent of your Majesty have been vain. I was forced to
choose either to obey the King with a good grace, and obtain real
advantages for my brother, or to expose myself to violence which
in the end would still have reduced me to the measure which I have
adopted. I shall have the honour to enter into a more minute
account when I am allowed to embrace your Majesty's feet. Full
well I feel how great must be your grief; it is that which affects
me most. I humbly beseech your Majesty not to be disquieted on my
behalf, and to rely on Providence, which does everything for our
welfare; particularly as I deem myself fortunate in becoming the
instrument of my dear mother's and brother's happiness. What would
I not do to convince them of my affection! I once more entreat
your Majesty to take care of your health, and not to impair it by
immoderate sorrow. The prospect of seeing my brother soon must
alleviate your Majesty's present misfortune. I hope your Majesty
will generously forgive the fault I have committed of entering
into any engagement unknown to your Majesty, in consideration of
the tender regard and dutiful respect with which I shall remain
for life, &c., &c."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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